Song starts here; explains Anakin's feelings perfectly. But warning; it's sad as fuck
Posting this early because I finished the last touches today and I got excited sooo ENJOY♥️
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༻✦༺Anakin's POV
I gazed up at the starry sky while laying in a familiar field, surrounded by grass, flowers, and fireflies. The moonlight shined and created a beautiful glow along a small stream not far away. It was a peaceful place, a place (y/n) and I used to go to in our young teenage years to talk and stargaze until the sun rose to the sky; signaling us to go home before our Masters realized we were missing.I sighed quietly as I closed my eyes and listened to the sound of the stream moving along its rocky exterior, "Do you see the one that looks like Master Yoda?" Her soft voice drew my attention to her.
I opened my eyes and turned my head to the side, looking at the beautiful girl laying next to me. Her (y/e/c) eyes were fixated on the night sky, trying to find images in the constellations.
I then glanced up at the stars to find what she was talking about. I smiled as I shook my head, "I don't see anything Princess." I hardly ever did, it was her who made the connections; thanks to her wild imagination, she could see something in anything.
She sighed and I heard the sound of the grass moving as she turned her head to look at me, "You never do Ani, you need more of an imagination."
I faced her as well to see her smiling, and her eyes sparkled with love when she looked at me, "But this is what makes us perfect, I see the reality in everything, while you see the fantasy." I reached to the side almost touching her hand, but I held back, it was too early, "It's what keeps us balanced."
Her smile grew beautifully, "You have such a way with words Skywalker."
I was smiling back, but the longer I looked into her eyes, the more it began to fade away into a heart broken frown, "I miss you so much." I told her as my chest tightened painfully.
Her smile remained, unfazed by my words, "What do you think they'll be serving for breakfast today?" She looked away from me and back up to the night sky, "I hope it's waffles, that's kind of what I'm in the mood for, but I wouldn't say no to french toast either." She chuckled as she stayed on track with the memory.
Because that's all this was.. a memory. She couldn't sway from the conversation like I could.
"They did serve waffles," I whispered while I kept my eyes on her, my eyes tearing while she spoke more about the constellations and pointing up at the sky to get me to see what she was seeing, "Why did you have to go?" I choked on my own sob as I brought my hand to my chest, hoping to somehow ease my suffering.
Not being able to handle looking at her anymore, I reached forward and waved my hand through her face; causing her figure to evaporate like smoke. The last thing I saw was her smile, and the last thing I heard was the sound of her angelic laughter fading away with the mist.
I sat up and hugged my knees to my chest as I broke down for the millionth time since it all happened, I missed her more than words could even explain.
I feel like it was me that failed her, that I could have done more. I could have figured everything out earlier, or even killed Palpatine when I suspected his deceit.
"Wake up," I jumped at the voice before turning my head to see her sitting next to me once again. But it wasn't her voice that was coming out of her, "Anakin you need to wake up."
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