Desire (chuuya x reader)

Chapter 10

When you finally arrived at the port mafia you went straight to your room. You didnt want to see anyone. You couldn't face them. Especially that one executive.

What have I done?

You change and lay on your bed but suddenly you hear someone knocking your door. You open it and see akutagawa at the other side.

He looks at you with his eyes forrowed but then he softens his face.

"Hey.." he mutters "may i come in?" He asked waiting for permission.

"Uh yes" you say and get out of the way for him to enter. When he does you close the door behind you and go sit beside him at the bed.

Why is he here?

"Chuuya told me..." Akutagawa starts saying looking at the bookshelf.

"He did?" You reply surprised that chuuya told him the truth.

Why is he so calm about this?

"Yea..Im sorry for your memory loose i should have been more understanding. But we will get through this together okay?" He coughs and then turns to look at you with a smirk and places his hand above yours.

What did he just say?

Memory loose?

Just what i wanted Chuuya.

You think mocking him.

"Ahahah yea its fine. Chuuya told me that we were into a relationship and i felt that this was true. Like my heart skipped a beat when i heard your name and i didnt know why." you decide to play along.

"Relationship huh? Well it wasn't really a relationship but more like friends with benefits. I wouldn't let myself fall in love" he scoffs annoyed and sits up walking towards the door.

"I checked on you so now i will leave. Night" he says not turning to face you and leaves closing the door behind him.

What did just happen again?

Why is this even so messed up.

You shake your head to get all these negative thoughts away.

You change into your pyjamas and lay again to your bed to sleep.

Suddenly at your mind pops thr kiss you and Dazai shared.

Should i tell Chuuya?

The Melody i knew would but i dont know if this Melody would.

Ugh this is so messed up!

Why did she even show me the fake side? Why didnt she tell me anything from these important things?

Melody i want to be you but you make it so hard...

And i dont know how long i will be able to keep this up.

With this you fall into a dreamless sleep.

*The next day*

You had woke up this morning and decided to go to Chuuya's office to talk about the situation with Akutagawa.

You still didnt know if you should tell him about Dazai. You didnt know how he would react.

Maybe i should ask about him and see what his opinion is.

When you arrived you were ready to knock the door but the woman you saw with Mori walked out of the room.

Shocked you look at her while she looks at you up and down. She smirked at you and walked away.