Desire (chuuya x reader)

Chapter 1

This chapter is some things about your past life. You can skip it but basically all the story is based on this chapter so ye.

'Two more hours'

You thought as you looked at the calender.

'Two years have already passed huh'

You said as you were placing it down. You went downstairs to enjoy your last meal to this girl's body. You were 18 at time and you woke up at this body two years ago.You didnt know how this kept happening but it always would.

This has been happening since you were 10 years old after you accidentally pussed a kid from your orphanage down the stairs. The kid died and the orphanage kicked you out of it. The next day all you knew is that you woke up in your old room but with a different height and appearance. The only thing you could remember are the things that happened before the accident.

Frightened you thought it was a dream so you continued sleeping until a little girl with one high ponytail woke you up saying the dead girl's name.You soon realised that this wasnt a dream but reality. You had no idea how or what the hell was happening but you kept going with it.

Two years later you met a boy.One day while you were playing and he was chasing you he fell on a rock and died. You cried and were calling for help but nothing happened. You decided to hide his body and went back to your orphanage.You couldn't sleep that night.You felt so guilty because you didnt let anyone know.You knew that they would say you did it and kick you out again.And thrn who would take you?Nobody.You finally slept and the next day you woke up in that boy's body. Again the only last thing you could remember were all the things that happened before the accident.

This kept happening every two years until it started happening right after your birthday and without killing anyone. Also after your 14th birthday you could remember everything and see the past and the sins of these people.Every two years you could wake up somewhere else. You tried to see what the hell was happening but you never really reached to an conclusion.

That day was your 18th birthday and you were waiting to wake up in a different body this time.

You didnt know where you could go as you knew that u transform into someone that dies right after the clock hits midnight. You always would feel guilty as deep inside you thought it was your fault that someone has to die.The strange thing is that it happens to be somone you know and is in your age.Thats why you were avoiding people.But it didnt work beacause you would always need to talk to them in the café.

As you had sat down to a sofa looking at the clock you were praying for nothing to happen...but you knew that you couldn't escape this nightmare

"DAMN" you shouted as tears were filling your eyes. Also after your 14th birthday you started feeling the pain that the body had while dieing so basically you have lived how death is 3 times with this one.

'why is this happening to me'

is the only thing you were thinking right when the clock hit 12:00 and you died there instantly.

The next day you woke up in a new room. You looked at the clock.

'3am'

You thought as you sighed.You were watching the door of the room and started feeling some kicks in your belly.So you decided to go eat something as you were starving. While going down you passed a mirror and you saw a belly that you previously felt those kicks. Shocked you started tearing as you realised that the woman that died was pregnant.

'i killed....i killed her'

you thought as you started crying sitting in the cold corridor putting your face in your hands.

Time skip

It had been some months since you you had turned into this human body. In these months you found out that the name of the girl was Carolina and her boyfriend left her as soon as she found out she is pregnant. You had decided to keep the baby but after a car accident you had lost it.

You also started working with a doctor which you figured out he was the father of this girl.

One day he called you for dinner to meet a special someone. His daughter from another woman that he cheated her with your mum.

Thats when you met your best friend Melody.She was sitting across your father wearing a long red dress. Her (h/c) (h/t) hair was falling into her back while her gold big circle earrings were barely visible.She also had crystalik (e/c) eyes. In other words she was really beautiful.

'God in two years i hope that i will be her. SHIT (y/n) WHAT ARE YOU THINKING!'

Time skip

You had known Melody for 1 year now. You didnt want things to go like this but suddenly you were best friends.

You had told her about your physical problem. At your surprise she looked as if it was something really common. She continued being her usual self and also told you she isnt dieing yet.

You and her had made a promise to meet each other and in your next life too.

But something was off. Everytime you would ask her about her job she would always leave you there hanging. Also she would get phone calls out of nowhere and leaving. "Job" she was saying. You decided to stop asking.

Time skip

The next day would be your birthday.Two years went through quickly without even realising it. Melody had told you that she would be here for you but work called her so she left you.

'dont worry (y/n).Its okay, she will be safe'

You kept saying praying not to be her. The clock hit midnight and you had started feeling pain in every inch in your body.

"Gunshot",you wispered

Then you had felt a gun hit you in your stomach and died.

The next day opening your eyes you saw a room that you knew really well. Praying not to be the person that owned this room you went to the mirror. As you saw yourself you started crying shouting her name 'Melody'

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So this is chapter one to get to know some things about yourself.The next chapter will be the present so i promise not to be boring.