Han~
Standing here on this stage not knowing what will come next just makes me more curious and scared that my dream might be rejected and I might not debut with my fellow members or that we might all just not debut and this feeling can stick on...
And waiting for the bad news was worse than ACTUALLY hearing it
I just wish they tell us already and I am trying to hold in tears and I look around to see if the others are holding in their tears and ofcourse they were they were feeling the exact same feeling as I am but when I reached the end my eyes connected with Minho hyungs and I felt something drop in my heart and it started beating faster than usual and while staring at each other Felix on my right hand side pulled on my hand and that broke my gaze on Minho hyung and look back at Felix
"Uh I'm sorry i-im just a little n-nervous"Felix says as his voice shutters showing that if they don't say anything right now he is going burst into tears crying on the floor
"No it's okay Felix, I am also really nervous"I say as I grab on tighter on Felix's hand and I don't think he minds it cause he is also grabbing on really hard on my hand too
"The eight boys remaining....."
Oh my fucking god just say it already before I fucking pissed my pants on Live TV
"Will be debuting together as Stray Kids"
As soon as he said that we all tried to hold in our tears, some of us failed and all hugged each other in pure Joy and My heart dropped again when I felt Minho hyung hugging me and I nervously hugged back and he pulled away heading to Hug Chan Hyung
And I am left there just thinking why do I always feel like this around Lee Know Hyung
We leave the stage and head to the dressing rooms which we all still shared cause we were still new comers in JYP
We change into clean clothes and left in the JYP SUV cause there is literally 8 of us so yeah...
During the entire car ride the boys were either singing well me and Seungmin were singing random songs, Hyunjin clinging Felix and Felix clinging back, urgh cringe af
And I.N, Bangchan and Changbin are just blacked out and staring out into space and I think they are thinking about what just happened I let out a little chuckle at them
And at that exact same time I am singing stupidly at the corner of my eye I see Minho hyung looking at me and I look back at him and he immediately looks away and I keep staring at him wondering why he was just staring at me and I clicked back to life by Changbin Hyung
"Han! Han? What's wrong?"
"Huh? What uh nothing"
"You sure? Cause you were looking at that direction pretty intensly"Changbin looks at Minho's direction and looks back at me smiling
And I feel myself getting insanely red as I felt my face starting to Radiate heat of my face
"Really?"
"R-really W-what Hyung"i suckk at keeping calm
He looks at me and leans in closer to my ear
"I will tell you when we're home ok?"
He sits back and waits for my reaction and I just nodds back afraid that my words will come out wrong and he nodds back
S/N:oookkkaaaay so I am starting this new book and I kinda like where it is going but ofcourse I am hoping that you like it more🤚😁🤚
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Hayran Kurgu[Completed] There was an accident with Hans parents back in Incheon and sadly did not survive so Han keeps getting flashbacks on how his patents loved each other and would do anything for each other and quickly came to realisation that his and Minho...
