Death??

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Suicide is selfish and all you do is hurt others. makes me sad to think like this but it is the only way to prevent me from actually taking my own life. last night I wanted to but couldn't my mum found out and yeah she slept in the living room to make sure I was all right.In my dreams it was terrible people I love were being mean to me and I'd make remarks back but they were just hurtful towards myself. someone told me once that when you dream it's your subconscious thinking and something like that. and I guess in my mind I was just waiting for someone in particular to just say something about me. I push away because I can't let people in because I can't trust others? I guess I don't know progress to solving my issues at least.

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