Junior

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I have realized that I've been absent on this diary I guess you'd call it. Everything is a bit stress full, I've learned new things about my health that kinda make my depression worsen. I've been diagnosed with Loeys-dietz syndrome which basically affects my connective tissue and heart and allot more it differs from people I would say mines not terrible as others who die without even knowing they had it in the first place but it's pretty shitty to have to live with. Can't do certain things that I used to like dancing or running lifting weights. Not like I LOVED that but sometimes I'd be down to work out now I can't I have to do different things to work out no heavy lifting cause may hurt my joints or back or even have an aneurysm it's kinda scary. But doesn't stop me from living at first I was so scared of dying but now I'm just going to worry about school.

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