I'm always depressed it really is bothering me. I don't know even when I'm "happy" im not 100% happy im just like probably 20% happy and 60% depressed and 20% suicidal it's like okay. better than my usual feelings. most of the time im like 90% depressed and suicidal it's equal than 10% happy. Eh I hate life but why end it if it hasn't even started yet. kinda my way of telling myself suicide isn't the answer. people sometimes say like it's selfish or think of the people who will miss you. well one its selfish sure because they are thinking of themselves all they've been doing is thinking of others. maybe on how they perceive them . and secondly sure people will miss you but then they move on everyone does. im not saying suicide is okay im just expressing my feeling towards people who don't know how it feels to be suicidal and tell others who actually feel like shit this kind of stuff. but don't get me wrong if my best friend committed I would never forget never it would be like a fresh wound that never heals.
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Short StoryIt's basically my diary. I edit all of the chapters to keep making it more appealing and this isn't made for views it just showing others my struggles I hope to show others that if I can get through tough times maybe just maybe they can to keep that...
