Almost over

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I looked up and saw a chance. a chance to relieve myself of all pain. just need to go through pain one more time to get the happiness I thrive to have. sadly its suicide that would be my way out. its terrible that I think this way I just want to re wire my brain so that im happy again. better yet I wish nothing non of the things of been through. wish everything didn't happen by things did. and I can't change it. that's why I'm not in touch with reality my other world is different and sometimes I forget which one is the real one. just wish I could get stuck in the other place than the real world. sometimes I do and it's amazing but than of course it gets scary because when you get back time passes and your scared of what has happened while you were "gone".

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