So ballet has been a getaway but yesterday it was hell I felt so weak. physically and emotionally.i cried but not even my teacher noticed. my cuts were so noticeable no one even questioned it... being a dancer sucks especially a ballerina you have to be thin and tall and strong. I hate that I finally realized how sick I look compared to everyone else in the mirror I looked like I was about to pass out any minute. you could see my hip bones and my ribs. and I looked pale and kinda had a green tint to my face as if I was going to puke and my eyes had dark circles usually I cover that up with makeup but last night I looked so unhealthy it saddens me that I'm so ......sick , I want to gain more weight but eating makes me feel sick not like I feel fat I don't I feel sick like im going to puke and my insides will rupture... see what I mean im sick
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Historia CortaIt's basically my diary. I edit all of the chapters to keep making it more appealing and this isn't made for views it just showing others my struggles I hope to show others that if I can get through tough times maybe just maybe they can to keep that...
