Requested: Annikikmberg
Character: Tubbo
Notes: I struggled with this SO MUCH
Warnings: My shit skills in songfics
You know me the best
You know my worst, see me hurt, but you don't judge
That, right there, is the scariest feeling
We've been friends since our childhood, we've been through everything together. Even in my worst moments you still helped me.
Opening and closing up again
I've been hurt so I don't trust
Now here we are, staring at the ceiling
You know how I am when opening up, yet you're so patient. You care about me so much.
I've said those words before, but it was a lie
And you deserve to hear them a thousand times
I've felt this way for a while, and I've tried telling you countless times, but you never understood I was serious.
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
Why can't I just say it?! Why can't I make myself tell you how I feel..?
Why do I pull you close
And then ask you for space
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
My heart wants to be with you, but I can't. It would ruin our friendship. And the last thing I want to do is lose you..
Isn't it amazing
How almost every line
On our hands align when your hand's in mine
It's like I'm whole again
Isn't that a sign I should speak my mind
So many moments have gone by where I could've confessed. Moments where I felt at peace with you. But I know you didn't think of it the same way I did..
I've said those words before but it was a lie
And you deserve to hear them a thousand times
I love you so much Y/N, if only you knew..
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
You said you loved the snow when we were younger, and id promised to take you someday.
Why do I pull you close and then ask you for space
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
I knew exactly what I needed to do, and this time Ill actually say it.
Ooh
When I close my eyes
It's you there in my mind
When I close my eyes
I can see you in my mind, under the tree. I could see us having a future together, and I only wanted it with you..
So if all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
And before I knew it we were here.
If all it is is eight letters
Looking into your eyes here and now.
If all it is is eight letters
I knew this is what I needed to do
If all it is is eight letters
I held your hands tight, struggling to speak.
If all it is is eight letters
No matter how hard I tried I couldn't manage to get the words out
If all it is is eight letters
You looked to me, just as nervous as I.
If all it is is eight letters
And you placed a finger to my lips.
If all it is is eight letters
"Say no more" you softly spoke. "I love you too.."
If all it is is eight letters
I couldn't move, I was a blushing mess. You were one too
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
Then I did something I thought I never would do.
Why do I pull you close
And then ask you for space
I kissed your lips, ice cold like the snow
If all it is is 8 letters
Why is it so hard to say?
And after that day I never let you go.
A songfic was requested of me and now I have delivered!
Sorry for the wait! I struggled with this a lot more than I should have.. I probably won't do more songfics in future as im not too much of a fan of them..
But thanks to my good friend @RainyyVibes for the help, she gave me a lot of good tips!
(Also bonus points if you got my reference..)
