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Namjoon stays silent.
Yoongi sniffs every few seconds, keeping his head lowered and a hand pulling on his own pants. He tried to calm himself down from realizing that Namjoon has changed too..just like Yoongi did. They're not the same anymore. They both equally changed.
Yoongi moved his bangs out his his eyes, quickly wiping his tears away. "I-I'm s-sorry."
Namjoon bit the inside of cheek. "I'm not supposed to see you."
Yes. Jackson did give him permission to see him. But Namjoon's own gut says otherwise, for some odd reason. For another reason, Namjoon is tightening his fists, his feelings towards Yoongi was stabbing him so many times that he felt like he's drowning in his own tears. Don't burst Namjoon. Do not burst. He's trying to hold it all in while Yoongi kept apologizing.
Fuck. Namjoon turned himself around, not wanting to face the boy for what's going on in his head. Namjoon lifts his hand up to his head, tapping his temple. His small habit of trying to keep his emotions in and trying to keep himself calm down.
"I-I shouldn't have b-bought your noodles, I-I messed up and I..I-I'm sorry..f-for everything."
Namjoon continued to tap his temple, lowering his head.
"I-It was a mis-mistake to s-see you ag—"
"Stop."
Yoongi fluttered his eyes, looking up at the taller's head. "Wh-What?"
Namjoon slowly started to stop tapping his temple, moving his hand away. "Just..stop it. You-You can't do this now!" Namjoon couldn't help to raise his voice.
Yoongi jumps from the sudden shout, gulping hard.
"I just wanted to return your stuff and you-you think you can just speak about it!?"
Yoongi's bottom lip quivered.
"It happened two fu—f-flipping years ago! You're acting like it happened a week ago!" Namjoon couldn't help to stomp on the ground.
Even if Namjoon wasn't looking at him, both of their hearts are pounding hard, emotionally.
"Y-Yoonie is not with me. Yoongi is. And..." The taller closed this eyes. "Namjoon is here. Not Joonie." He takes a deep breath. "We've grown. Apart."
"Y-You haven't."
Namjoon fluttered his eyes open, quickly turning around to face him. They finally made eye contact.
"If y-you've grown a-apart..you w-would've burned my sk-skirt and everything else..." Yoongi couldn't help to say it quietly.
My gut feeling was right. Namjoon gulped hard, looking away once again and tapping his temple over and over again.
"And..a-and I o-obviously didn't." Yoongi sniffs. "So I..I should leave a-and forget about this."
"Y-You're better off without me, Yoongi." Namjoon looked at him. "I mean..look at yourself. You have a eyebrow piercing, you're acting your own age, you're probably trying to get comfortable with cursing, and..." He scoffs. "Y-You probably had sex with someone by now."
Jung Hoseok. Yoongi gulped hard.
"I'm..proud of you for who you become. Without me." Namjoon confesses. "You're better off without me."
"N-No!" Yoongi clings onto the taller's again with his eyes closed tight. "I-I'm not! I-I'm worse! I-I-I'm becoming a J-Jimin!"
"Jimin almost killed me because he wasn't taking his medication and he was on drugs. You're not even close to being like him."
"N-No..." Yoongi sniffs. "I-I broke my own promise. I m-messed up!"
What promise did he make to himself? Namjoon curls his brows, looking at the older boy. "What promise?"
"I-I c..contacted Hoseok."
Namjoon widen his eyes. "You..what?"
"I think that's enough." Namjoon snarled at him. "Coming from you, Hoseok."
Namjoon didn't understand. "But..he bullied you! He hurt your feelings!"
"I-I know." He whispers.
"Why would y..." Namjoon stops himself. "No. Forget it. It's your life." He pulls the smaller's arms off. "You made that choice."
"W-Wait!" Yoongi quickly grabs the taller's wrist.
