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Namjoon caresses his wrapped up hand.
He remembers what caused it to happen. "Stupid Jimin." Namjoon mutters to himself.
Seeing Jimin and speaking to Jimin doesn't hurt Namjoon anymore. Since that whole interaction happened at his job, Jimin confessed about being on drugs during the relationship and such, not taking his medication too. Namjoon respects that. He easily believed it too because it seemed true.
He was an idiot in the past. Namjoon was just super sensitive like Yoongi was, just different. Namjoon apparently couldn't get over Jimin that he developed depression and had to start taking medication because of it. He got used to the cloudiness from the medicine.
"Hey." Jackson spoke up, seeing the taller sitting on the couch. "How're you feeling?"
Namjoon looked up from staring at his hand, putting his hand down. "I'm feeling fine."
Jackson decided to sit down beside him, softly sighing. "Are you about to tell me how it went with Yoongi?"
Namjoon bites the inside of his bottom lip. "It's..kind of hard to explain."
"You don't have to explain it perfectly. You can just tell me how you felt..how he took it when he saw you in your details." Jackson says, taking a sip of his drink.
"I didn't want him to turn around when I gave him his stuff." Namjoon spoke up.
Jackson puts down his drink, starting to listen.
"I told him I just wanted to give him his stuff back and leave but, he told me to wait..and suddenly ran up to me and hugged me."
Jackson curls his brows.
"I..I don't know why he did. He plain out told me that I didn't move on because I still returned his stuff... I told him that I wasn't supposed to show up, saying that I didn't have your permission but..I did."
"I didn't want to control what you wanted to do."
"I get it. My gut kept saying this was a big mistake and what happened when you saw him made me realize it. It was just a stupid mistake to see him again." Namjoon rests his elbows on his knees. "I regret seeing him because it just brings up all of my feelings towards him."
Jackson fluttered his eyes down.
"He still twitches and asks me to stop cussing he's..still the same boy as he was before. He's still that shy boy I met two years ago... I really..hate myself for seeing him again."
Jackson lifts a hand up to the taller's back, softly giving him small comfort. He didn't want to say anything. Namjoon was just speaking on how he felt and what some details of the meeting was.
"Jack, I don't know what to do." Namjoon looks at him. "My head hurts from those thoughts and how it went when I saw him again."
Jackson moves his hand away. "What is your mind saying? Emotionally?"
"It's saying..I want to see him again but at the same time..I shouldn't."
"Which one stands out the most to you?"
Namjoon looks away, leaning back on the couch and softly sighing. "That I want to see him again."
Jackson nods. "I want to say..you have the right to be mad at him but, at the same time..it was something in the past that shouldn't matter anymore."
"It was my fault, though."
"Yes, it was wrong of you to reveal that twenty eight year old to Yoongi that you've been having an intercourse with. Yoongi did have a point though." Jackson spoke, getting a concerned look from the taller. "While you guys were talking in such..you were screwing some other guy that wasn't him. For guys that are wanting to get into a relationship..you shouldn't have any other interaction with anyone else, but to one person which was Yoongi."
"What do you mean by that?" Namjoon knits his brows.
"You should've pushed that guy away when you and Yoongi were getting really close, when you started to have feelings and such. You should've got rid of him right from the start."
Namjoon relaxes his brows, fluttering his eyes down.
