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"What the fuck is wrong with you!?" Namjoon yells at Jackson. "You pointed a knife to him!?"
"Who the hell was he and why was he in my house!?" Jackson got back up on his feet, pointing at the door.
"Th-That was Yoongi!" Namjoon brows curled, slicking his hair back and gulping hard. It was hard for him to say that name to Jackson.
Jackson's anger fade, fluttering his eyes. "What?"
Namjoon just turns himself around, sniffing and putting his hands on his hips. "I-I was dropping his stuff off and..he wanted to stay with me and I got..soft hearted for him again."
Jackson walked over to face the taller, having his brows curled with a worried expression across his face. "Joon-ah."
"I'm sorry, Jack. I broke my rule—I broke my own promise to myself." Namjoon looks at him, having tears in his eyes.
Jackson softly pulls him into a hug, knowing how complicated it is in his head and how he's feeling about what he did. Namjoon immediately hugged back and hides his face in the male's neck, closing his eyes tight.
"It's okay to break promises, Joon. It happens."
"B-But it's Yoongi." Namjoon removes himself from the hug. "The Yoonie. The Yoongi I fell in love with two years ago." He points to himself. "I-It was dumb of me to send that letter to his house and see him again!"
Jackson just listens.
"I fucking hate you for that!" Namjoon pushes him. "Why did you let me do it!?" He pushes him again. "Why!?"
Jackson hits the wall, slightly squinting his eyes once he realized the taller's strength hurts his back. The taller had his hands on Jackson's shoulders, tears falling from his face and realizing he hurt his own caregiver. Namjoon moved himself away from the older, eyes widened.
Namjoon just slowly lowers to the ground, covering his face and just starts fully crying. Jackson's brows stayed curled, looking down at the taller on the floor. Jackson slowly kneels down to the taller, pulling him into another hug, a careful hug this time. The taller cries and cries.
Yoongi wipes the tears in his eyes, listening from the other side of the door. He listened to Namjoon crying. It was just like the cries when he left him. The feeling of regret filled him up. But what regret is it? When they broke up or showing up here? Definitely showing up was a complete mistake.
"I just want to forget this day." Namjoon spoke, sniffing and wiping his eyes.
"I know." Jackson rubs the taller's back.
"I wanted to hug him..hold him..I want to make sure he's doing okay..everything. I-I acted like an asshole to him..like he didn't matter." Namjoon whispers.
Jackson continued to caress his back. "You grew up."
"I didn't."
"Joon, you got mad at him yourself." Jackson faced him, having a hand on the side of his face. "It's not your fault that you yelled at him, you weren't afraid when you yelled. It was just..unexpected of him to show emotions to you right away."
"You don't understand..." Namjoon moved his hand off his face.
"I do."
Namjoon shook his head. "You don't."
"You weren't as mean as guys who bullied him. What was one of their names?"
"It doesn't matter now. He had sex with one of them." Namjoon decided to get up from the floor, wiping his face.
"What?" Jackson got up too, walking towards him to the kitchen.
"He told me out of the blue in my room. I..got pissed off even though I shouldn't. He moved on when I didn't." He placed his hands on the counter.
"Yoongi didn't move on if he stayed here."
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UPDATE! i've added another warning(TW/⚠️): self harm
some people don't know what TW is so just let you know that it means Trigger Warning lol aka beware to what you read
