𝗛𝗮𝗿𝗱 & 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻 ✓

🖤🍷chap.43🍷🖤

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Yoongi stared at him. "You're just upset? Y-You're not furious!?"

"Yoongi."

"Wh-Why aren't you mad at me!? I-I had sex with your caretaker! I'm the problem!"

Namjoon walks over to the counter in the kitchen to put his water bottle down, shoving his hands in his pockets. He decided to walk away to his bedroom, knowing that Yoongi is going to follow him. Namjoon sighs, stopping his steps and turning around to face him.

"You've changed. You're not Yoonie anymore." Namjoon says, placing a hand on the doorframe. "I shouldn't be mad about someone changing. Congrats. You had sex. Nice and wonderful sex. I can't even have sex for mental and physical reasons. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to get dressed."

Yoongi curls his brows. The older reaches over to the taller's arm with both of his hands before he walks away. "W-Wait."

Namjoon looks at him. "Yoongi—"

"I-I'm sorry." Yoongi whispers, sliding his hands to the taller's hand, holding his thumb and wrist. "For everything. B-Breaking up with you was my worst thing to do..ever."

Namjoon looks away, closing his eyes.

"I-I regret everything I did. Befriending Hoseok..doing an-anything to myself..I-I hate myself. I..I did all of those stupid things to f-feel something. I-I just wanted to see you again." He whispers. "I-I'm just an idiot. I don't deserve you. Y-You just tried to keep me happy instead of yourself..." He couldn't help to tear up.

"I was just happy with you. I didn't care about anything else." Namjoon softly grabs his shoulders and pushes him on the wall. "You were the only person who could change me. But no, I have to change on my own like my whole life."

Yoongi stares at him, quickly wiping his eyes. "I-I can still help you—I was just clueless back then..I-I was an idiot!"

"You weren't an idiot, Yoongi. You were just scared." Namjoon lowers his eyes and places a hand on the older's shoulder, caressing his bone. "You were just..scared to grow up and be you..."

Yoongi curls his brows. Namjoon fluttered his eyes and looks at the older, sliding his hand up to the side of his face to wipe his eyes with his thumb. Yoongi closes his eyes and immediately pulls him into a hug, putting his arms around his waist. Namjoon just hugs him back, placing a soft hand on the back of his head.

Yoongi's just scared. Just like Namjoon is. Namjoon's just afraid to admit and Yoongi's just afraid to change. The taller softly caresses his back, having a slight shaky hand from how he felt, his feelings just stayed. He felt like bursting out crying.

"I m-missed you so much..." Yoongi whispers in his chest, gripping on his shirt. "I miss th-this..I m-miss us..I miss e-everything we had..I-I'm sorry."

Namjoon holds him tighter. He misses it too, but he doesn't want to admit it. Namjoon doesn't have to apologize, he already has with the older staying and him leaving. Yoongi has to apologize for sure. His apology needed to grow stronger to make the taller forgive him.

"P-Please sleep beside me again." Yoongi whispers out. "I n-never liked sleeping alone..."

Namjoon fluttered his eyes open, bending down to the floor and carefully scoops up the older male. Yoongi wipes his eyes from the tears, putting his arms around the taller's neck, sniffing. Namjoon caresses his back as he walks over to the bedroom, softly placing the older down on the bed.

Yoongi held his neck, making the taller stare down at him. Namjoon softly sighs and leans down to press his lips against his, placing a hand on the side of his face.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧

how i imagine them uwu