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Jeongguk knocks on the door, twisting the doorknob and pushing the door open. "Hyung."
Namjoon was already sitting up, having a blanket over his shoulders still, probably half asleep from having loss of sleep and going through a lot. Jeongguk walks into the room and closes the door behind him, slowly walking over to the male.
He walks over to the desk and turns on the lamp so he could see the male, putting the water down too that he brought with. Jeongguk softly sighs, walking over to the bed and sitting down beside him.
"How're you feeling?"
Namjoon didn't answer, staring down at his lap. Jeongguk glances down at the male's hand, knitting his brows. He's cutting his hand with his fingernail. His usual habit. Jeongguk reaches to grab Namjoon's hand to move it away and hold onto his hand.
"Hyung. Talk to me. You've been gone for months and you haven't said a word since you showed up." Jeongguk softly says to him. "What's going on in that head of yours?"
Namjoon still didn't say anything, still staring down at his lap. He's really traumatized. He still won't say anything to me. Jeongguk curls his brows, reaching over to cup the male's face to make him make eye contact with his other hand.
"You're here for a reason, Hyung. Stop avoiding to talk. Fucking talk to me. Please." Jeongguk begs. "You're scaring me."
Namjoon curls his brows and lifts his head up from Jeongguk's hold, making eye contact with him. Jeongguk moves his hand off his face, brows staying curled.
"I-I'm scaring you?" His voice sounds rough and scratchy.
Jeongguk got up to get the water bottle and hands it to the male, nodding. "You are. You've been silent and it's scaring me..and the months you've been gone scared me too."
Namjoon just holds the water, shakily sighing from what the boy said. "I-I'm sorry." He whispers with a squeaky voice.
"Hyung." Jeongguk places a soft hand on the male's shoulder. "I know that you're going through something, but you need to talk to me and tell me what happened to help me understand."
"Y-You won't understand."
"I will. Just talk, please."
Namjoon lowers his head. "Gguk, I...I l-lost him. He's somewhere in town. I-I-I can't find him."
Jeongguk curls his brows. "Who?"
"Yoonie." Namjoon nervously looks up at him with teary eyes. "I-I lost Yoonie. Please." He whispers, reaching over to grab Jeongguk's arm with both of his hands. "We have to f-find him—we have t-to go now."
Jeongguk places a soft hand on the male's hands. "Tell me what happened."
Namjoon shakily lowers his head. "I told him I-I needed my medicine. I-I-I ran out and my f-feelings got the best of me..." He sniffs. "I-I yelled at him. I yelled because th-the plan was stupid. And h-he said he needed some air..a-away from me."
"Hyung..."
"I-I'm so fucked up, Gguk." Namjoon stands up from the bed, almost losing his balance. "I-I yelled at the love of my life and h-he isn't here! W-With me! He's nowhere to be found!"
Jeongguk quickly stands up. "Hyung, you should sit."
Namjoon pushes him away from the touch. "No! He could be d-dead on the fucking street because of what I did! Me! I f-fucked us up again!"
Jeongguk just ignored how he felt and pulled him into a hug, knowing he really needs it. He put his arms around his shoulders, holding him tight.
"G-Get off me! Let go!" Namjoon yells, trying to push him off.
Namjoon continue to squirm, trying to push him off. He closed his eyes tight, his pushing getting weaker and weaker. He starts to stop and melts into the hug, hiding his face in Jeongguk's shoulder and started to burst out crying.
𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
currently working on a draft updates will probably be late
