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Yoongi was fast asleep.
He finally fell asleep from a lot of crying and loss of sleep. Namjoon just stayed up and softly pets the older's head to keep him sleeping. He wanted him to stay comfortable and relax from how much feelings came out of him that day.
Yoongi wants to run away. It's his want instead of Namjoon's want. Namjoon just couldn't ever do that again. Last time they ran away, it ended up like crap and they broke up because of the taller's stupid mistakes for going to someone he had sex with for a relief.
If they run away this time..they won't have no where to go. They'll be living on the streets. They'll be homeless. The only place to go is Jeongguk's but he has his own life. They don't want to ruin it by showing up like that. But what about Namjoon's medication? He doesn't want to hurt Yoongi in any way.
Namjoon softly sighs, staring down at the older, seeing his chest rise up and down from breathing. I'll run away with him. But if we can't deal with it anymore..we're allowed to come back. Namjoon flutters his eyes a bunch, biting the inside of his cheek. I just want him happy.
Yoongi moves around in his spot, fluttering his eyes open to see the taller. He doesn't say anything and just reaches for the taller's waist, pulling him to snuggle. Namjoon lowers himself down on the bed, sliding over to lay right beside him.
"Sleep Joonie..." Yoongi mumbles up, putting his arms around the taller's waist.
Namjoon put his arms around the older, lifting a soft hand up to the older's hair and softly started to pet him. Yoongi softly sighs, looking up at him. He curls his brows once he noticed the taller seems like he's in his thoughts.
"You okay?" Yoongi spoke up in a quiet voice. "What's wrong?"
The taller looks at him. "I don't know, Yoonie."
The older slowly decides to sit up from laying down to face him fully, placing a hand down on Namjoon's chest. "Talk to me."
"Yoonie, I do want to run away with you." Namjoon whispers, placing a soft hand on the older's shoulder. "But I'm scared to."
Yoongi flutters his eyes. "What do you mean?"
Namjoon slowly sits up from the bed, curling his brows. "We can't go to Jeongguk or Taehyung. We'll..We'll be on the streets..."
I've been on the streets before. Yoongi blinks from remembering. "I..I know. But, we'll get through it, right?"
"Yoonie, wh-what about my medication? What if I run out of my meds and start to be rude to you? Yelling at you like a demon?"
"Joonie."
"I-I just..." Namjoon softly sighs. "I don't think it's a good idea."
"If we can't deal with it anymore..we can come back." Yoongi places a soft hand on top of the taller's hand. "I promise, Joonie."
Namjoon flutters his eyes down. "Okay."
The older lifts up a hand up to the side of the taller's face, caressing his cheekbone. He softly placed his forehead onto his, softly exhaling. Namjoon closes his eyes. We're strong. He's stronger than I am since he isn't on any medication. I'm..more weak than he is. Namjoon lifts a hand up to the older's arm, caressing his skin.
I'll leave with him. No doubt.
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