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Since that whole incident, Yoongi stood silent.
Namjoon's currently holding onto Yoongi tight that he's still crying from what happened. He choked up on every sob that came out of him, wetting the taller's shirt with every tear coming out. Namjoon just couldn't let go of him. He felt so bad for him for knowing the truth of what they were trying to do.
Yoongi just cried himself sick.
Namjoon didn't know what to say, wanting to tell him sweet words to the older to try and calm him down and tell him it'll be okay but..will it be? What if they come back and try to get him again? What if they make him worse that he'll start cutting again without Namjoon knowing? All of those questions in his head kept him from saying anything.
"Joonie."
"Yeah?" Namjoon looks down at him, caressing the back of his neck.
"I-I'm tired." Yoongi sniffs, clutching at the taller's shirt. "But..I can't sleep."
"Let's lay you down then." Namjoon carefully unwraps his arms from the older and scooted over to the side.
Yoongi slowly lays down on the bed, resting his head down on the soft pillow. Namjoon stayed sitting up, placing a soft hand on the side of the older's face. He slowly wipes his tear away, caressing his cheekbone.
"You did amazing, Yoonie." Namjoon softly says, lifting his thumb up to his eyebrow. "You pushed him away yourself."
"I did...?"
Namjoon nods, softly smiling and moving his hand to the older's shoulder. "You did. You did so well."
Yoongi curls up a small smile. "I-I did something."
The taller nods again. "Yes. Good job, Yoonie. I'm so proud of you."
Yoongi sits up from the bed, lifting his arms up to put him around the taller's neck, hugging him. Namjoon softly hugs him back, rubbing with his back with a smile across his face. Yoongi just holds the male's tight, shakily sighing from being relieved that he did something instead of being to the side.
"You did very well, Yoonie." Namjoon mumbles up, caressing his back.
The older sniffs. "I love you. S-So much."
"I love you too, Yoonie."
"I-I just..don't want people to try and sp-split us apart..." Yoongi whispers up. "Th-They're trying to do it again..."
"I know, baby. It'll be okay. I promise you."
"I want to leave this pl-place... I-I don't want anyone to bother us..."
Namjoon releases the hug, looking at the older with a concerned look. "We can't run away again."
"Joonie." Yoongi softly grabs the taller's hands. "They won't l-let us happy. Jackkie doesn't even know we're together..n-not even Googie or TaeTae knows..."
Namjoon nods, understanding. Jackson is the one who needs to truly know about us.
"E-Even if we tell them..." Yoongi lowers his head. "Th-They won't be h-happy for us..."
"It doesn't matter what they think about us."
"I do." Yoongi looks at him. "I-I care what they think."
"I don't." Namjoon holds onto the older's hands. "Yoonie, I don't care what they think about us. It's not their relationship, it's ours. They're not kissing you, they're not holding you like you're their world, they're not wanting to stay with you. I do, Yoonie. I'm the one who loves you. Not them."
Yoongi stares at him. "I just w-want us happy." He whispers. "I-I want us to be us."
"And we can be us." Namjoon lifts up a soft hand up to the side of the older's face. "We don't need anyone's opinion about us, okay? No one can't control our life. No one. It's just me and you. Together."
