ONESHOTS

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A/N: This chapter might be disturbing and triggering for some. So, read at your own risk.

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Just as he kept a foot inside the house, a steel glass was thrown his way, aiming his head. He ducked and looked at the girl going crazy near the dining table. He quickly rushed inside and tried to calm her down.

"Don't you dare!" She screamed. He paused and stood where he was standing. She carefully walked a few steps away.

"Baby, listen to me." He tried to be as calm and gentle as he could.

"Listen? Listen to what?" She screamed again.

He tried to walk closer, but she looked at him with bloodshot eyes. He said, "It's not what you think. She is my patient. I can't-"

"Patient? Why will she do this?" She threw her phone at him which he caught quickly. "Look at the photos."

He looked at her in question but found her seething in rage and fury. He went through the photos and froze.

"What?"

"But baby, I really didn't. I don't know when she did this."

"Hahaha" She burst into laughter. She suddenly cried. "I told you multiple times. But you never believed me. I showed you the proof, but you refused to believe them. Shawn, do I still matter to you?"

"Baby, I-"

"Don't baby me." She breathed heavily and continued, "I know she is your patient. But she is destroying our relationship. What am I even saying? It's already destroyed." She laughed in disappointment. "Shawn, I can't anymore."

Shawn froze. He slowly walked to her. He tried to hug her, but she stopped him. He tried to control his emotions but they were going out of his hands. The situation was going out of his hands. He felt a feeling of hopelessness and desolation fill his very being. He said in a hoarse, broken voice, "Give me another chance, please."

She looked up. Their eyes met and she looked away. Those eyes that once were her favourites were now like knifes to her. She just couldn't look at him. What's the point of continuing this relationship when both sides are suffering.

"Honey, please?"

"Shawn, I am sorry. But I can't anymore. I have given you many chances."

He hugged her tightly. She tried to get out of his embrace, but he tightly held onto her. "Please don't go. Please. I won't let you complain again. Just give me another chance. Last chance?"

Her heart was bleeding within. She didn't want him to be like this. He was a proud, strong and composed man. She couldn't see him breaking like this. She hugged him back, but quickly let go off him. This is not right. You can't get weak now. She gathered all her courage and said, "Let's break up."

Shawn froze. He looked at her eyes with his hollow and empty ones. "Please." He sounded so weak and empty.

"Shawn, let go off me."

"I won't. You are going nowhere. You are mine and will always be mine."

"Shawn, stop this. It's hurting me. Shawn... Shawn!"

Slap

She slapped him and froze. She covered her mouth in shock with her palms; tears in her eyes which widened in shock. Shawn looked at her. Something broke inside her. She quickly caressed his face. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't want to. I'm sorry."

He slowly returned to the present and held onto her palms. "You can slap me, hit me, beat me. You can do whatever you want. But please, please don't leave me. Don't leave me."

Both were hurting, both were in pain. They knew it was just not gonna work, but they refused to believe it. They were both weak and feared being strong for that one time. They feared losing each other. But what they didn't realize was they both lost each other a long time ago; they lost themselves and they were losing everything else as well.

She tried to not let the emotions blind her. She tried to, but failed. After a few minutes passed, she tried again. "Shawn, listen to me carefully. Staying together is like killing each other right now. I know it's painful, but we can't anymore. Please try to understand. I have tried to, but I can't anymore. I am hurting each and every second. This fear, pain and all these complicated emotions are killing me. I can't anymore Shawn. I can't handle this anymore."

"So what do you want?"

"Break up."

"No. I won't let you go."

"Shawn, stop it. Shawn-"

"I am sorry. I won't go near her again. I will talk to other doctors. I won't get involved in this case anymore. I swear. I won't answer her or contact her. I-"

"That's not my point."

"It's because of her. Then I won't interact with her."

"It's not just her, but you as well Shawn. We have walked far apart from each other. Sharing the same bed and same room is just killing me more from the inside. I don't want this to continue anymore Shawn."

"I won't contact her. I swear."

"Shawn, I am leaving because of you!"

"No, you are not. You love me so much. How can you leave me like this? Babe, I don't like this. Please don't."

"Shawn, I don't want to stay with you anymore! Is that clear to you?" She hit him and ran away from his suffocating grasp. She fled for her dear life. Something snapped inside him and he looked at her go. He stood there frozen. Suddenly, he ran after her and hugged her tightly from the back. "Please don't leave me. I will change. Just a last chance. Please. Please?"

Both were crying and both of them could feel it. With his each and every word, his each and every touch, her resolve was breaking into pieces. She didn't want to leave him. But things have gone too far. They won't be able to live together after all this. She was trying to fight with her own self. A part was telling her she should leave, but the rest of the body didn't want to. She was tearing apart.

He turned her around and said, "I know you love me. So, please don't go. Okay?"

She shook her head. He stopped her before she could refuse and started kissing her. She tried to stop him, but he tightened his grip. She was hurting badly. She was really not okay with this behaviour of his. Can he even understand that he was ruining everything with his hands himself? He kissed her while tearing apart her clothes. She begged him, but he continued to force himself on her. He forced his way to the very end.

"Will you leave me even now?"

"Yes." She sobbed and cried as he hurt her even more. He turned into a beast who won't take no as an answer. He won't understand reasoning. He will just continue to force himself.

After a few rounds, she fainted. He stopped and hugged her to sleep.

The next day, she woke up late. Yesterday's events came crashing at her and broke her completely. She realized that there was no way out. Even if she wants, he won't let go off her. Their relationship was completely toxic. She wanted to be free from this. But she won't be free till she dies.

What she didn't realize was her thoughts that day to come true. She committed suicide after a few years of going through what he called love but was torture to her.