A Rebounded Heart

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A Rebounded Heart

I'M Scenary Ria Buenaventura and I like Kenzo Cale Perero, since I was grade seven I admire him.

Pero di lang naman ako nag iisa, I'm sure most of a girls in our school admire him and their group.

Ang karisma at kagisigan kasi nito ay talaga namang kasi kaakit akit. Basugulero ito at playboy.

Lagi nyang nakakaaway ang grupo ng boyfriend ng kapatid nya noon. Pero ngayon may nakakaaway parin naman pero, anong pakelam ko doon?

Basta ako gusto ko siya. I like him really really hard. Sa sobrang pagkagusto ko nga sakanya ay gumawa pa ako ng scrapbook kung saan ginagawa ko iyong journal.

Sa scrapbook na iyon inilalagay ko kung anong nangyari sa araw ko sa tuwing nakikita ko siya. Kung gano ako kasaya at kung paano nakokompleto nya ang araw ko.

Sounds weird, but kahit di nya nababasa iyon ay pakiramdam ko nag e-enjoy syang malaman ang mga pangyayari sa buhay ko.

Since grade seven hanggang tanaw lang ako sakaniya. I was busy liking him while his heart being distracted by his sister's friend Rhea Liza Sanchavez.

Ngunit umalis ito noong grade 10 ako para lumipad sa ibang bansa at mag aral doon. Doon ang Kenzo na malabato ngayon ay para ng batong binabalot ng yelo.

I admit, he such a heartless man to those girls out there who got crazy over him.

Some of students and teachers saids He was a worst student they had than the old Kenzo year ago.

But, Me? I'm still want to risk that's why, Today, I'll give my scrapbook to him personally. I will tell him, I like him...

“OHMYGOSH SILA KENZOOO!” a girl student scream. By looking at her appearance, she was also a senior student.

When I look at the corridor I saw Kenzo with a fierce look and clenched jaw.

Before I stand, I'll write my very last letter to him.

Dear Kenzo,

They said they said having you is such a badluck, but for me? Your my luck. Makita lang kita yung nakakapagod na araw ko nawawala, maybe because I like you? They always looking for a best version of you, year ago, yet for me your great in better version of yours now. The mood, style, looks, personality and everything. You're great in everything being your own version! I love how you showed who truly you. I hope you have enough eyes to see other girls out there than stucking loving in one girl. I hope you moved on :).

Loving you,
Scenary

I wrote my sincerely feelings for him. I glance at Kenzo who walking cooly with his perfect shaved hair together with his friends. I stood up and blocked their way.

“Miss kung isa ka sa fan ni Kenzo wag ngayon badtrip—” I cut his friend Zyle Salazar.

I raised my scrapbook that I holding. I tight my grip on the scrapbook.

“I LIKE YOU SO MUCH KENZO...” I exclaimed bravely the surroundings being silence.

I look down my head and close my eyes tightly at pilit pinapalakas ang loob.

Please Lord have mercy on me? Please? Please?

After silence the whole burst into laugh. Bigla ay nakaramdam ako ng hiya.

Napatingin ako kay Kenzo ng kunin niya ang scrapbook.

I look directly to his blood shot eyes with a shocked eyes.

“I...” he crumpled it easily and he's jaw moves aggressively.

“Don't...” his eyes more become evily.

“Care.” then he throw it to trashcan.

My world suddenly crash. I look the trash can. Bigla ay pakiramdam ko nag mukha akong tanga. Nakaradam agad ako ng  di maintindihang kapanghinyangan.

Nasayang ang lahat lahat. I made it for almost five years. For almost freaking years. I always sleep at the midnight just to design that and look aestheticly.

For how many nights I wasted just for that!

A tears fell from my eyes, my knees are shaking, I'm trembling.

I look into his eyes. I witnessed how his eyes become calm when he saw my teary eyes. My sight become blurry because of tears.

“I-I'm sorry,” I said at tinalikuran siya.