Kabanata 9
Consideration...
I still can't get over sa sinabi ni Zyler sa akin. It's more than like a torture to mine. Hershey is the only girl who I revealed my true personality with.
Even though I have other friends, this one is different. I comfortably shared my secret to her. I act normally without thinking being judge in front of her. She's the only one who trully see inside of me. She sees me in everything. She's been with me through my success even in my failure. But in the end even the person you really trust more can also break it due to selfishness.
This is how I'm afraid to give my trust. It's hard to introduce your self, share secrets, sharing jokes, laugh at each other, creating memories, sharing your traumatic experience, explaining yourselves to them, and made a bond with them cause one day they still betrayed you and unappreciated all things you both shared and choose to burden the friendship you had.
Nakakainggit lang yung nga taong may kaibigan talaga na nagagawa nilang i-expose yung totoo personality nila. Yung history and trauma's nila. Kasi ako? Yes I have a lot of so called 'friends' pero kung ano ako sa harap nila ay ibang iba. Everytime na may gagawin akong para sa akin ay masaya weird sa kanila. I'm afraid being alone kaya as long as I can i pretend to them to make them stay.
There are times when they needed me, I'm always there for them. And when the time that I'm the ine who needed them the most, They wasn't there.
Only Hershey. My so called sister. It's like you knew that your sister is using you, playing your naivety and innocence.
"Hey..." I looked up when I heard Kenzo's voice.
Hindi ko namalayang umiiyak na pala ako.
My tears are irresistible. They can't help falling. I touch my cheek and it's getting wet because of tears.
Kenzo wipe my tears. "What's the matter, baby? Do we have problem here hu?" that was the sweetest question I've been heard I guess?
He gently wipe my cheeks at itiningala ako. He smiling that telling me 'it's alright'.
I shook my head repeatedly and he stoped me.
"I-I..." nahihirapan ako my throat hurts para akong napapaos. "I should...." He look at me sincerely na para bang interesado siyang malaman ang sasabihin ko.
"believe you..." I almost whispered.
Nanlaki ang mga mata niya. He sit beside me. "Sinabi ni Zyler no?" He asked.
I nooded. "Everything...." bulong ko.
"That jerk..." hindi nakaligtas sa akin ang mura niya sa kaibigan.
"Kaya ba di mo masabi sa akin? Bakit?" I asked.
"Again because she is your friend, Baby." He answered.
"E ano kung kaibigan ko siya? You should've explain yourself and tell the truth." Sermon ko pa.
"You'd get hurt if I do that." He said genuinely.
"And what if I get hurt? At least you protect yourself from my judging hindi ba?"
"I prefer protecting your peace than mine, Scen." He gently cress my hair.
"Your peace is all matter to me now." I left out of words at his replies.
Nagsimula na ang laban nila. Me and Kenzo are okay now nag uusap na ulit kami and Me? balik ulit sa pagiging fan girl.
Napatayo ako at napapalakpak ng mag pumasok ang three points shoots jump shot niya.
Nag flying kiss naman siya dahilan para asarin siya.
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A Rebounded Heart
Romance[ON-GOING] Scenary Ria Buenaventura has a huge crush on the highschool most heartless cold senior high heartthrob Kenzo Cale Perero. Scenary is pure, soft, and naive girl who's wild in love. She loves risking, even though this love would break her...
