A New Beginning

That night

We got our drinks and gus let us stay a bit later after they closed. Shane and sam went home first since they both had work in the morning. Abby left with us and we dropped her off home. We got to my porch and before unlocking the door i turned and was face to face with seb, only an inch between us as he was ready to walk in the door.

Seb:..y..y/n?
Y/N: uh key. You gotta put my spare back dude

I turned around again and unlocked the door. I didn't mean for it to be that uncomfortable or..too comfortable would be a better set of words. It felt normal to stand like that to him. And he smelt like cologne and cigarettes...my head started to drift off as we started to clean up.i looked over at him cleaning the dishes and drying them. Then his voice took me out of my trance.

Seb:hey you should make people cups. I think it'd be cool
Y/N:really? Do you think people would actually like them?
Seb:well yeah of course they would. You made it.

I started blushing as he turned back around. I grabbed his computer and put it back up on the charger, then i got a notification on my computer. It was from abby, "hey can you stream really quick? Or at least be part of my stream for a little?" I got my stream ready with no camera so that seb wouldn't have to feel uncomfortable.

Abby:hey!
Y/N:hey what's up?
Abby:so my chat wants to talk to both of us, do you mind?
Y/N:not at all, but my camera is off so seb can walk around and not be nervous.
Seb:yeah also i have work to do so I'm sitting behind her on my laptop

My chat went insane. I showed him and he laughed. Her chat mainly wanted to know why I moved down there and what my favorite thing about abby is. When we finished i shut my stream off and went to bed.

Seb:hey um do you have an extra blanket?
Y/N: oh um i kinda assumed you were sleeping in my bed?
Seb:oh...oh ok

*text notification noise*

Sam:hey you guys didn't leave the discord call.

We didnt respond. Instead we both ran to our computers and left the chat. It was definitely embarrassing. Seb went to take a shower and i started to fall asleep, it was almost 2am and i was so tired. I heard seb talking but soon enough i was out.

*sebs pov*

Seb:Hey do you mind if i...y/n? goodnight.

I'm really tired too. She did say it was ok...it'll be fine i just gotta not make it weird. I got into bed she faced away from me and i faced to her. Her hair looked so soft...i started to close my eyes and suddenly felt her turn over to me and grab onto me. I looked down at her face shoving itself into my bare chest. The shirt i brought was really dirty and i didnt know, and i dont like wearing that specific hoodie to bed. I wore only pj bottoms and she was wearing my old pjs. She looked so cute...more than that though. She was the perfect fit for me, her head fit into my chest like it belonged there. The way her hands held onto my collar bones felt right. And best of all, she smelt like honey and flowers. Ive never met someone who smells like honey. I fell asleep holding her tightly to me.

*time skip to the morning y/n pov*

I woke up on sebs chest. He was laying facing the ceiling and i was cuddled up to him, he wasn't wearing a shirt and i got scared and had to check if i was wearing clothes. It was fine. I got up quietly and made us some coffee and went to the kiln. I wanted to make him a mug for himself, just in case this becomes a normal thing. I put the cup out to dry along with a cup for abby, maru, sam, and shane. I didnt want to make it super weird so i made some for multiple people. As i got back in seb was still asleep in the same position as if i didnt leave. I got in the shower and when i got out i saw him waking up, he opened his eyes as i was putting my towel on.

Seb:oh yoba I'm sorry!
Y/N:did you see something?
Seb:...no i just..i was facing that way and youre in the shower.
Y/N:seb you were waking up, you didnt know i was showering calm down and go grab some coffee.

He jumped out of the bed. I wish he didnt. I liked seeing him in my bed like that. It was so cute...I'm hungry. I should tell him.

Seb:hey we are going to get you some groceries ok? Also maru left a list of stuff that we should buy so I'd like you to look at it and cross out what you're allergic to or what you dont like. But please write if youre allergic to it as well so i know.
Y/N:ok thanks, where is it?

I found it on top of my desk and crossed off a bunch of gross veggies that i hate. I really like fruits but vegetables just taste weird to me. Then i saw the only thing I'm allergic to and its a shame too, peanuts. I used to love them but as i grew up i became allergic. It really sucks too. I dont think seb realized he wasn't wearing a shirt when he came over to the bedroom with his coffee and my coffee. He set mine down on the desk and leaned into me while looking at the things I crossed off. he took a long sip from his cup and looked at me, not realizing how close we were i looked back at him.

Seb:so do you have an epipen then?
Y/N:uh y..ya
Seb:sorry didnt realize how close i was.

He backed up and sat on the bed, his face a little red but not as much as mine.

Seb:I'm gonna get dressed and shower, hey do you mind if before we leave i wash some clothes?
Y/N:nope go right ahead. I'm gonna go outside for a bit.