A New Beginning

Hayleys sleepover

Maru:hey so where'd my brother take you?
Penny:are you ok?
Y/N:motorcycles are cool but so scary.

I waddled into my home letting the girls in. My brain still hasn't unfroze from that moment with him...i still dont feel warm. I made some food and we sat at the table, i gave the girls the cups i made special for them and they complimented them. Going on as i blurred out what was happening until the door knocked. Suddenly my brain was back in place and i felt room temperature.

Hayley:hey so are you guys ready?
Y/N:for what?
Penny:we were gonna tell her but we were uh..surprised by her entrance
Maru:plus she came home late.
Hayley:ok sleepover your place. Now. And abby and leah are coming too. Also abby said shes bringing her streaming stuff since tonight is a special stream
Y/N:right shane should be back home tonight, i hope he's ok.

Just then leah and abby came in the door along with shane.

Shane:hey can i talk to y/n then ill leave.

All the girls woooed annoyingly and i rolled my eyes and walked out with him. He apologized for what happened and told me he hardly remembered anything. He tried to come by earlier but as he got here he saw me leaving with containers of food. I gave him a big tight hug and told him he's not allowed to scare me anymore. He smiled and left. I walked smiling back to the girls who were on the porch watching us.

Hayley:so then you chose?
Abby:no way! I had my money on seb
Y/N:I'm not choosing anyone. Shane was...something happened and he scared me.
Penny:ok so are we gonna start now?

Abby and i did our stream together with all the girls screaming and messing around in the background, our chat was going crazy about it which made abby really happy. She was being her regular "ill step on you shut up" self which made me laugh. Then i read in the discord chat, "no one is allowed to talk about what happened with sam or abby on stream" and i wrote as well "and nothing to do with what happened with y/n in the past 2 days" abby stared at me. Our chats were making lots of noise, they could see her in my camera and her camera could see me sweating at her glare.

Chat:what did she write in the discord chat
Seb:yo y/n you shoulda just texted everyone before stream
Shane:wait what is *your ship name with shane* mean?
Sam:its a ship name they made for you and y/n
Seb:ok if this doesn't stop we aren't streaming for the night.
Abby:I'm getting to the bottom of this on or off stream y/n
Y/N:oh abby dont make me blush!

Everyone started laughing and our chat got aggressive so we all got off. I was upset it got that bad but it happens sometimes.

Abby:tell me!

I just put my stuff up and she jumped onto me.

Y/N:tell me about the date with sam first
Penny:the..what
Abby:oh..penny i thought you knew
Penny:i just..kinda thought he was
Maru:penny, is it really that bad? You have me now. Right?
Hayley:wait you two are dating?
Maru:kinda, I haven't gotten her a bouquet yet but i was going to tomorrow honestly.
Penny:really?
Abby:the date went well....really well.

Abby was blushing and maru was holding penny gently. Hayley smiled at the girls and started talking.

Hayley:well guess that leaves us y/n
Y/N:where's emily by the way?
Hayley:oh shes coming, she had to close so ya.

*A knock at the door*

Hayley:speak of the devil hey em
Emily:hey y/n i need to talk to you
Y/N:what's up buttercup
Emily:I'm in love with shane and I'd like it if you could let me be with him
Y/N:that was extremely upfront wow. Ok um I'm not interested in shane like that so have your fun my dude
Emily:wait..really?
Y/N:yeah. I just care about him like a friend. Anyway what made you realize your undying love for chicken man
Emily:he told me he quit drinking. We talked all night...more than usual. Something...i dont know i just started to fall. Now i dont want to find a way out.

Hayley ran up and hugged her sister tightly. Everyone cheered for her as if they'd all always known. It was funny and we all piled onto my bed. We all talked about stupid shit and the end of summer event. Slowly everyone started to pass out. Maru and penny slept on my bed cuddling, abby went to the same room sam slept in and emily and hayley joined her. I sat outside thinking and i saw leah finally coming up.

Leah:hey sorry I'm so late
Y/N:everyone passed out haha
Leah:oh damn. Sorry i got lost in time sculpting a new piece.
Y/N:its ok, you wanna come in?
Leah:thanks, so how are you?

We talked a little, she told me about how elliots writing career was getting better and he asked her to do some art for his book cover. Soon enough she passed out in the other spare bedroom and i stayed outside for a while longer. I didnt want to stop thinking about seb. My brain was still fuzzy when i closed my eyes, the thought of him...ugh this is getting annoying. I came here to get better and to restart not to fall in love with a emo loner who for some stupid reason only ever showed me kindness over everyone else.

I ended up passing out on my porch.