25 Days Before
I could tell that today was going to be one long but boring day. Luke had to go to the studio and record while I sat at home and did nothing all day long. I considered on texting the girls to go on a Starbucks date, but I want really sure what to do at the moment. When I woke up, Luke was already at the studio to do writing and recording. That’s basically what his life consisted on doing right now. I took a quick shower and decided to dress cute but cozy, so I put on some capri leggings and a nice printed t-shirt. Ella would be making her appearance any day now so I want feeling quite comfortable. I went downstairs and had a quick breakfast of toast spreaded with vegemite, definitely Luke got me hooked on that. I had nothing else to do at that point so I just decided to text the girls asking if they wanted to go to Starbucks. Instantly after they both said yes, and I was off to meet them there. Once I arrived no one was there, but once I walked in both Abby and Morgan had a spot reserved. Both of them had a drink so I went up and ordered a simple Tiramisu Latte, my favorite.
“Hey guys!” I squealed.
“Hey!” Morgan exclaimed.
“Hi, whats up?” Abby asked.
“Nothing much, had nothing else to do today so this seemed perfect to do” I responded.
“I agree, with them constantly going to the studio, I never have anything to do” Morgan chipped in.
“Same here. Well it looks like you dropped a little so I’m hoping Ella makes her appearance really soon!” Abby said excitedly.
“I’m hoping too” I say back.
I take a quick sip of my drink, it’s still very hot but so delicious.
“So any pregnancy symptoms felt yet?” I ask Morgan.
“Yes, but not a lot. Started having very little morning sickness and I started craving things but that’s pretty much it” Morgan answers.
“I remember telling myself how much I finally wanted her to kick. When she first started it was so cute but after a while it started to hurt and now I just want them to stop” I giggle.
“The joys of pregnancy” Morgan says.
“So how do you feel about the boys touring in a couple weeks?” Abby asks.
“I am so happy for them. They worked so hard, they deserve it. I’m really hoping I won’t miss Luke that much considering that Ella will be here and I will be needing his help” I respond.
“I agree. Are you going with them all over the U.S for touring?” Morgan asks.
“I honestly don’t know. I feel like with a new born baby it will be very hard but I also need Luke to help out” I say.
“Well Morgan and I are coming with so I am really hoping you can join, but I totally understand if you can’t” Abby smiled.
I take a couple more sips of my drink to the point where I finish my whole warm and delicious drink that I already want to go back for seconds.
“Imagine all of us touring. It will be so fun and tons of memories to make, god I can’t wait!” Morgan squeaks.
I look down and don’t respond. I don’t want to get my hopes up if things can’t work out. I just continued on smiling, hoping that I could join along.
“So when are we doing our girls day this week?” Abby asks.
“I was planning on Thursday, if that works for you guys” Morgan responds.
“That should work, unless Ella decides to come” I answer.
“It works for me” Abby says.
We end up chit-chatting about small little things for another hour until everyone decides its time to go home and finish things up. I leave and decide to stop by the studio. When I arrive, I head to where the boys are and I hear music getting louder as I get closer. I sneak through and say “Hello everyone.” The music quickly stops and everyone gets quiet.
“Oh crap!” Luke says with a couple other curse words.
“Did I do anything wrong?” I ask slightly worried.
“No, can you just please leave?” Luke asks.
“Why?” I wonder.
“Just please, I need you gone until I get home” Luke says.
I turn around say no word and I am really worried. Did I do something wrong? Why was Luke acting so weird? The boys also looked like they were mad at me for coming. “Shit” I cursed. I walked back to my car and drove off to the house. I didn’t feel like doing anything anymore, so I decided to watch movies to forget about everything that happened. I stopped watching movies once it was 9pm since I needed to make a dinner for me, and only me since Luke hasn’t come home yet. I made myself a small salad since I really wasn’t that hungry. Once I was done I decided to watch a couple TV shows. I started to get tired and at that point it was also 11pm. I walked upstairs, didn’t feel like changing, plopped myself in bed and cried myself to sleep still wondering why Luke did what he did.
**Authors Note**
Hey guys! Thanks for still reading, it means a lot! I almost have 200 reads, holy shit! I never thought I would ever get that, but thanks to you guys, you made that happen (: Also if you have time, please read my other book in progress Sweet Nothing, I would love it if you did. Love you all!
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