Last Words

Trust

I tried to tell you how I felt,

You said I just have to use the cards that I get dealt.

Now you saying that is perfectly okay,

After all it's what makes sense anyways.

At first, you acted like you would be there for me.

Then you just added to my insecurities.

But I'm sure it was a mistake.

At least you aren't acting fake.

You tricked me into thinking that you cared,

But all the light is fading and I'm getting scared.

I'm hoping that you'll help save me.

You've always been nicer than even my family.

But when I ran to you through the dark,

You just turned around and stabbed me through the heart.

You betrayed me when I needed you most.

I shouldn't of trusted you, I guess I let you get too close.

Uh-oh,

Oh-no.

I placed my trust, in a friend I thought was real.

It's like going to the Devil, and asking to make a deal.

I shouldn't of let you play your game, of trying to deceive.

I shouldn't of invited you in, you've done nothing but hurt me.

Yeah, you just hurt me

You were just pain hidden in a sweet disguise.

Everything fell apart when I could see though your lies.

You were just a trick, nothing more than a smokescreen.

You were never real, you did nothing but hurt me.

Stabbed through the back and bleeding out.

I had just started to trust you, I should have never ignored my doubts.

I've never known another pain quite like the one that you gave me

I've wanted to die multiple times but now I really will stop breathing

Or maybe I won't, no I won't not just yet.

You won't learn, no you won't learn from my death.

There's a lesson you need to learn, and I'll be the one to teach it.

Oh no, no just give up, you aren't ever getting out of this.

I'm going to make you see the wrongs that you've done

I will make you face the truth, yeah it's my time to have my fun

Every single thing you've faked, and all the pain that you wrought,

Are now coming back to haunt you, yeah now you're on the spot

No no, I'm done with giving away second chances

I'm burning our bridge down into ashes

Yeah so sorry about that last post, that can just be ignored...yup I'm good with that...
But hey at least I got something out of that, I'm working on that short story I mentioned! And I think it'll actually turn our really well!
I'm never doing that again though. Never.

The seniors at my school have their last day tomorrow.  :(
I'm going to miss a bunch of them, especially you Austin! I love you brother.