Pick and Choose

Traitor

Draco's POV: 

I woke up hours later with Camila snuggled into my chest.

Fuck fuck fuck.

I didn't mean to fall asleep. My plan was to leave right after she dozed off but clearly that didn't work. I didn't really attend for any of this to happen because I know she only wants Louis and Louis only.

I couldn't take her virginity, I just couldn't.

We were both tipsy which made things I lot easier but when she reached for my waste band I panicked.  I never panic around girls. I've taken multiple girls virginity's and truthfully I didn't care but I couldn't bring myself to it tonight.  I made a mark on her, Just to remind her of what happened. I'm not sure how many I left because I was a little too caught up in the moment to even realize but I think I left a pretty big one somewhere on her chest.  I hate hickeys, well not all of them. The trashy ones that are placed right on the neck, I like the low key ones that only you two know about.  Therefor, I hardly leave them on girls.

I knew I messed up but I don't think she wanted anything more than a hookup at the moment. I slid out of bed and leaned her head against the pillow and I grabbed my stuff to leave.

Walking to my dorm was quiet and calm. But my heart was pounding. I felt bad for leaving her. I fucking hate the way she makes me feel and I know she'll never feel the same.  I've only slept with a couple of girls but I either left them right away or a couple hours after. The worst part was, I didn't even sleep with her.

I crept in the room and saw Blaise sprawled out across his bed quietly snoring. I took my shirt off and changed into a pair of gym shorts as I slid into my own bed. I laid on my back and faced my ceiling as I tried to collect my thought.

Why did she do this to me?

Why did I even let her?

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Camila POV:

My sheets smelled like cologne, Draco's cologne to be specific.  I woke up alone in my dorm, Lulu and Pipers beds neatly made showing they didn't come back last night. Memories of the night fled back when I realized Draco saw me, completely naked.

My head hurt but it's been worse. I got up and went to the back room to take a shower. As I took my clothes off I noticed a purple hickey right above my collarbone. Of course he made a mark.  Probably does it on every girl.

The shower felt great as the warm water hit my skin. When I stepped out I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me.  I walked into my room and went through my clothes to pick out my outfit for today. Sweats and a cropped T-shirt it was. I dropped my towel and began getting dressed when Lulu barged into the dorm on the verge of tears.

"God Lulu you scared the shit out of m-.  What's wrong?" I ask sliding on my sweats and approach her to give her a hug.

"Fucking James, he's such a dick." She says as the tears start to fall. 

"What happened?" I ask pulling away.

"We slept together.  And he told me he loved me, so- so I said it back. And then when we woke up he told me he was just drunk and wants nothing else from me other than sex." She cried.

I had no clue what to do. I felt awful. I knew she started getting feelings for James again but I didn't realize how bad they were, to be fair he looked like he liked her just as much. "I'm so sorry Lulu." I hugged her again.

I couldn't bare to tell her about my night. It felt selfish. After she finished crying she took a long shower and then climbed back into bed. Piper didn't come back to the dorm till around 1. We gossiped about our nights but I left our the whole Draco part and told them he kissed me and left. "Lame." They both said.