Pick and Choose

Faking it

I hated myself.  I hated Louis at the same time.

He could of asked me if I got with Draco or not.  Instead of ignoring me for 3 months for me to find out he has a girlfriend.

Yes I did mess up, having two guys in my life probably was annoying for them. But Draco never wanted anything other than a hookup. He liked the idea of Louis and Cedric being mad at him all the time.

I didn't cry much longer after I made it to my dorm. I decided to skip dinner and shower off and then climb into bed for a nap. Obviously it didn't last long before Piper and George came bursting into the room making out, not even with a care to look for me. They must of eaten dinner fast.

I popped up from my bed and made a coughing sound. "Oh god sorry Cam this is embarrassing." Piper says pulling away from George.

"It's fine give me 5 and I'll be out of your hair." I say throwing my legs to the end of the bed and standing up.

"No we'll leave." She says grabbing George.

"Piper it's fine I need to get going anyways." I say back. I needed to get out of this room and stop pitying myself. I need to move on from Louis, it was never going to workout and it still never will.

I grabbed my stuff and left them alone in the room to finish whatever they were doing when they first walked in. The common room was fuller than I hoped so I decided the library was a good spot.  My bag was thrown over my shoulders as I passed all the students that were coming back from dinner.

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"Camila 15 minutes." I'm waken up with a pillow hitting my face.

"Did you say 15?" I throw the pillow off of me and shoot up out of bed. They both turn to me and nod. I threw my robe on and did some light makeup and a hair straightening spell.

We made it to breakfast right on time and took seats by Cedric, Louis, and James. Lulu and James fucked again. It was quite obvious, at least for me. When we took our seats James looked directly at Lulu and Lulu only before returning to his conversation.

Lily was sitting right next to Louis.  Hufflepuff.  Great, so she'll always be here. 

Can't say I'm surprised though, she radiated the best energy I've seen in a while.  She looked like she fit in. Her and Louis seemed to be off in their own world. He didn't even bother to look up at us when we sat at the table. His eyes remained on her the whole time, painful for me to see.

Breakfast was finally dismissed and I rushed out with Piper who was eager to find George. We split ways and I walked to my first period.

First period was now Herbology.  I walked into the greenhouse and took a seat by the window as the other class mates started filling in.  I was praying I had Blaise but I haven't seen him all day to even discuss.  In front of me sat Harry, Ron, and Hermione who was in the seat in front of them. They all gave small hellos to me before taking their seats and beginning to have a conversation of their own.

I sighed as I looked around the class seeing none of my friends. Eventually class began and I still had a wide open seat next to me which was now filled with my book bag.  "Note Mr Malfoy?" Professor Sprout asks as she moves some of the pots from table to table.

Of fucking course Draco's in this class.  Of all other 7 periods for him to have this he HAD to be in mine.  "No, I was helping Snape ma'am." He says closing the green house door behind him.

"Very well, take a seat." She says as she diverts her attention back to moving the pots. I went back to my notes on my desk as I watched Draco throw my backpack on your group next to me as he took his seat.  "Why the hell are you sitting by me?" I ask, picking up all of my stuff that was now on the group.