In between love and death《Yizhan version》

Chapter 36

Xiao Zhan's POV

The sudden kiss made me stiffen, but the longer he kissed me, the more I melt into his arms.

Yibo definitely had a lot of experience doing this, "Mmm . . . Yibo . . ."

"Shh . . . If you say my name like that-" He didn't bother finishing his words, crashing his lips into mine again.

The slow gentle kiss became so passionate that I found myself gripping his wet shirt, and Yibo did the same as he pulled me even closer to his warm body.

My head was blank, and all I could think about was the taste and warmth of his lips, the moment we pulled away, both of us are breathing heavily, I could only look at him in a daze.

Yibo gently caressed my soaked hair, giving me a breathless smile, but his eyes looked like he still wanted more, "so, what do you think of me now . . . ?" I couldn't try to fool myself any longer.

"A distractions I don't mind having . . ." Our conversation abruptly stopped when the rain subsided, Yibo started the engine right away and we're soon on our way home.

"Now that I think about it . . ." I turned my head to Yibo when he broke the silence, he hesitantly glanced my way, "I really would like it if you became my manager, I'm not forcing you, but . . . Will you give it some thought?" I only nod with a small smile so he'll drop the subject while Yibo was busy driving, my head thought about his proposal.

I bet the pay would be great as a manager, I would get to see and experience so many things, and I could even-

I suddenly stop myself, so strange . . . I felt like crying. Stop it, Zhan!

Stop wishing for something impossible . . .

***

Everything seemed normal the next day the sun and clouds are out on a nice weekend, everyone in this city is looking forwards to a new adventure, except me.

"Eveyrhting okay, Zhan?"I looked at Haoxuan, "of course I am, why wouldn't I be?" I tried to force a smile, but gave up halfway as Yibo butted in, "you just seem a little . . . Down." I was deeply touched by their concerned faces.

So I gripped the broom in my hand and once again forced a cheerful smile, "I guess I'm just a little sleepy." yawning I glance at Yibo.

"I told you that weekends are off days." I'm sorry, I can't do this . . . Not when it's my last day with all of you.

I glanced at the clock and watched my life tick away, the dull atmosphere changed when Lily stopped by the house.

She waved a handful of tickets with a big smile, "what do you have there, Lily?" Her smile grew as she saw me frown, "I did a I had a more fun arrangement planned in the future. So, anyone up for a fun trip to the amusement park?" 

My eyes widen at her conspiring wink, she remembered one of my wishes!

"That's an awesome idea!" Haoxuan grinned and I looked at Yibop who also smiled, "I don't even remember the last time I went the-" Before he could finish Haoxuan was already jumping.

"I bet there are a lot of new rides!" Lily smiled with a satisfied nod before looking into my eyes, "great! So, what do you say, Zhan?" Even though my heart was heavy, I still wanted to indulge them.

It would be a perfect final memory, "of course! How can I ever say no to a new adventure? 

***

The amusement park was lively on the weekend, my eyes couldn't stop moving from one attraction to another.

"Slow down, Zhan, the rides aren't going anywhere." I smiled sheepily at their teasing smirks, "s-sorry, it's my first time here and there are so many rides I want to try!"

"We have more than enough time on hand, so don't worry, we'll look at everything together," Yibo said, his smile warmed my heart, but I still felt a dull aching in my chest.

"Come on, everyone. We can't list make memories if we just stand here." I smiled at Lily's words, "I've never been here before, why don't you guys suggest a ride to try out first?"

"The only choice should be the biggest roller coaster, it's the main attraction of any amusement park, anyway." Lily rolled her eyes at Haoxuan's words, throwing me a wink before responding, "Nah, if you want something fast but still grounded, spinning cups are the best, it's also thrilling like a roller coaster."

"Oooh, that sounds tempting, is there something a little slower for a first-visitor?" Yibo placed his arm over my shoulder as I felt a blush creeping up my cheeks, "why not bumper cars? You can hit one another without getting injured like a real accident." Our eyes widen at Yibo's statement.

"Aish, please don't say things like that."

"Sorry." He pouted and all of us fell into a fit of laughter.

"So, which one do you want to get on first, Zhan?" Lily looked at me and I looked at all three anticipating faces.

"Hmm . . . I think I'll pick . . .  Bumper cars!" Yibo grinned at me, ruffling my hair.

"Great, let's go before it gets too crowded." Yibo immediately took my arm and runner off, my feet moved with him and as I turned around I saw Hoaxuyan and Lily laughing.

So Yibo and I joined the short line for bumping cars, "I'm sorry for this dumb question, but you don't need a license to drive a bumper car, right?" Yibo gave me a soft smile, pinching my cheek.

"Zhan, do you think those kids on the front have a license?" I blush instantly, unable to meet his amused smile, "hmph! S-Sorry for just trying to be sure!" 

We soon reached the front of the line I looked at the cars curiously, "wait! What's the goal of playing this game, again?" A playful smirk spread across his face, "just bump into any cars as much as you want!" All the bumper cars started to move the moment an alarm blared.

The sound of music, laughing and crashing filled the area, I could see Yibo heading my way faster, "are we finally even now?"

"Ahaha! Only if I get to bump you again." Both of us go back and forth in this little game, Yibo was obviously a better driver, easily swerving away from my attempts. 

When the ride is over, Yibo offered his hand to me with a smile, "so, what did you think about your first time?"

I placed a finger under my chin, "I think it should have gone a little longer, so my scores could be higher than yours!" Yibo gave me a hearty laugh, helping me out of the car, "sounds like you want to go another round."

"Hehe, maybe, but let's explore the other rides first." As we walk out, I noticed Yibo still hadn't letten go of my hand, my cheeks started to warm as I tightened my grip.

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