Do i like you or do i like the idea
Am i used to deny things
Or do i deny using things
Whatever is the case right hereAm i allowed to try hard
Or should i try hard not to allow
Myself to step into somewhere
Unsure and unstable right nowShould i let myself handle anything else
When i still can't handle myself
Is this the sound of warning bells
Or the treatmill of fear inside one of my hellsAre all my gains turning away
Or am i turning myself down
Why do i feel so back and forth
Clad in this restriction gown
YOU ARE READING
Blue Poems
PoetryYou're either sad already or you will become sad from reading this. Trying to write hard and clear about what hurts, cause that is what art is all about.