I stay in bed though i know i can't hide
Only end up swept by this suffocating tide
Creeping and seeping into my heavy bones
A burning fright hollering in freezing tones
My brain starts to dissolve in white noise
I reach out for light but my legs turn to weak toys
My lips move yet i can't hear my own voice
Pressured to choose but where is that choice?
You keep coming at my sanity in dreams and in life
Whenever i seem to catch my breath there's already another hive
Chasing and ganging up on my tender mind
Violating my freedom and going behind
Everything a parent should mean to a child
You keep nursing me pain with your naive sight
Sugary teeth of guilt-tripping biting my flesh so tight
Whatever i do, it just can't make this right
Because of you i have to even cut clean flesh
Cause those contaminated words keep giving me a rash
Can't bear to see so i tie my lashes
With bleeding eyes i will turn to ashes
YOU ARE READING
Blue Poems
PoetryYou're either sad already or you will become sad from reading this. Trying to write hard and clear about what hurts, cause that is what art is all about.
