I'm sorry

chp 5

tw warning ! : mention of suc!de and cutt!Ng

backstory of Ash

time : a year ago ...

"aeeghh! " I yelled as I got choked in the toilets .

A fist came to my stomach , and I spurted out saliva and blood , pain engulfed me as I continued coughing while tears streamed down my face .

I was screaming silently, gasping for breath. Small ragged gasps were escaping my throat. Her palms pressing against my throat; I could feel my esophagus closing. I cried out as her hands neared my neck more .

" sto- " I tried to say .

" - hrrrk " saidy added more strength to her palm making me almost impossible to breathe , another air punch was flung at my direction by the others and my forehead was soft and numb . 

all i could see was my bullies faces .

grinning a$$holes .

soon , saidy let off her palm from my throat and I started to gag really lousy as I fell to the floor along side the toilet bowl .

" well , well what should I do ... " she smirked at me while playing with my hair and gripped it really hard and pulled  it , making me turn back and Yelp again .

a sudden kick to my stomach .

" aregh ! " I screamed .

I spat some blood out as more tears came out of my dreaded eyes , how I wish this nightmare could end .

the blood went onto saidy's clothes and she yelled , " what the fuck " .

yeah , what the fuck is wrong with you .

she punched me again , making me spit out more blood onto the floor , grabbed me by the hair and spat on my face .

I yelled in pain and grimaced .

" get a taste of it . " she pointed to the toilet bowl .

no , pls . 

" no-" before I could beg , she ordered her other friends to choke me into the toilet bowl .

I started to scream hysterically , " NO PLS , IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM- " their friends started laughing too .

grabbed me by the hair .

some kicked by stomach and I doubled over again .

making me kneel in-front of the toilet bowl , they plunged my face in when I resisted .

I screamed but only bubbles and unaudible sounds came out of my throat .

the water kept rushing to my throat as I gaged more and more , tears streamed down ,ceviche getting kicked in the stomach too . Which made me had a taste of copper and drink water in my mouth .

" s- " I pulled my head out but got plunged down .

" STAY DOWN FUCKER . " saidy yelled at me before using her shoes to hit my head down the toilet bowl .

more blood spat out of my mouth and it mix in with the stink-water . My hands were grasping at my throat and I tried to breathe.

leaving me without air .

small ragged gasps were escaping my throat. my hands on my knees , I sighed my fingernails in and soon those parts started to bleed too . a mess

me .

I was the mess here .

I struggled against their firm grip , for the last final plunge . Saidy tightened her fingers around my throat, cutting off my air supply for my last breath . My face was turning into a sickening colour no wander could describe . Her grip was too hard to wiggle out and I couldn't lift It up .