Always mine

12. Gone

Alex's POV
I'm with the four kids at home and Jen was supposed to call me to tell me we can go to the hospital so Beau doesn't see me.

Jen finally calls me and when I pick up somebody else is on the phone.

(On the phone)

Alex: Hello? Who is this?

Police: I'm a police officer, I'm sorry to tell you your girlfriend just got into a car accident, there's another guy here, the ambulance is taking them to the hospital right now.

Alex: W-what?! How did it happen?

Police: The person in the other car said that they crossed with red light really fast and got on the way.

I just hunged up the phone and say nothing, tears starting to roll from my eyes; I can't believe this...THE BABY! omg, I hope he's okay, he was going to be born today gosh, I don't want anything to happen to Jen and our little Noah.

As I'm just sitting on the couch crying, shocked, and overthinking everything, Tashi comes in...How am I going to tell the kids?

Tashi: Dad? Are you okay? What happened?

Alex: Call the girls and Max

Tashi: Okay...w-what's going on dad?

Alex: I will explain, just call them

Tashi's POV
I went to the living room and saw my dad crying, I'm so confused, he seems really broken...but for what?

I went to call the girls and Max and we are all sitting on the couch next to my dad really confused.

Alex: Guys, mm...I just received a call and...something happened

He started crying, again. We are just looking at each other really confused and nervous.

Alex: Jen...She...she got into a car accident, w-with Beau...

Emme: W-What? How? I don't understand.

Ella: Is she...

Alex: No, no, the police said they were taking them to the hospital

Max: I wanna see her, can we go to the hospital now?

Alex: Sure, but I don't think you'll be able to see her yet.

OH MY GOD. I'm shocked. We all are. How?, Why?. What about Noah? Is he going to be okay? Is Jen going to be okay?

6 hours later at the hospital...

Jen's POV
I slowly wake up and everything feels really weird, I look at my side and see Alex sleeping on a chair next to the bed, I can tell he has been crying.

Jen: A-Alex, papi wake up.

He immediately wakes up and jumps off the chair, he's surprised and happy to see me awake...he's so cute. And then he hugs me.

Alex: Omg Jen, thank god you woke up, are you okay? Should i call a doctor? How do you feel?

Jen: First, calm down, I'm okay, I feel a little weird, I don't know, I feel like something is missing...

When I said that Alex's facial expression changed, he went from happy to...I don't know, sad and worried...I just hope everything is alright.

Alex: I'll call a doctor to check you up okay?

Jen: Okay

After the doctor checked on me he and Alex talked for some minutes outside, I feel something is going on but I don't know what.

I started thinking about what it could be and then it hit me...Noah. I just had a car accident the day my son was supposed to be born...is he okay? OH MY GOD. Is that what I feel is missing? Did he survive? I know he's not inside of me but is he in another room or something? Waiting for me to leave the hospital and take my home?

Alex came back and got me out of my thoughts, I'm crying now, I'm scared, what if he didn't survive?

Alex: Babe why are you crying?

Jen: Can I ask you something?

Alex: Sure, what is it?

Jen: Is Noah...dead?

He just nods his head and looks me straight in the eyes, he starts crying and hugs me, I'm also crying.

That dickhead killed my son. None of this would've happened if it wasn't because of that psycho...my son died the day he was going to be born...why? I don't understand, I had that kid for nine fucking months on my belly, I loved him so much, his father is the love of my life and even if we are not even married I know I'm going to spend the rest of my life with Alex, and now...he's just...gone. I didn't even meet him, this hurts so fucking much I can't even explain it.

I hope that dickhead died in the accident, he deserves to die for killing my son, for harassing me, stalking me, messing up with my family. He ruined my life completely.

Jen: Did Beau survived?

Alex: After the surgery, Beau escaped or something because nobody saw him after that.

Jen: WHAT?! How nobody knows where the fuck Beau is?!

Alex: I-I don't know baby...after the surgery, the doctors left the room so he can rest and at some moment he just left; I talked to the police a few hours ago so they know the guy is dangerous and they are looking for him, we'll be okay.

Jen: I can't be okay knowing he can appear any minute anywhere and probably kill me.

He's alive and probably planning how's he going to kill me, how am I supposed to live like this, it should've been him who died in the accident...not my little Noah.

Alex: We'll find him, and when we do, I promise you I will kick his ass and he won't get close to you ever again