Always mine

8. I can't lose you

Unknown's POV
When I was trying to kidnap Jennifer, her boyfriend Alex just jumped on me and start punching me in the face and we started fighting for a couple of minutes.

Alex wouldn't stop fighting with me so I took my gun fast and shoot him in the chest. When I agreed with Beau about doing this. I never meant to hurt Alex, but well, I didn't have any other option because he wouldn't stop fighting.

Jen's POV
I heard a gunshot and my heart stopped for a second. I was shocked, I wasn't even thinking...and then I look at Alex.

Alex's POV
I was bleeding, I saw my shirt covered in blood and then I saw Jen completely in shock, and then she looked at me.

I look at her straight in the eyes, I love her so much, I don't want to leave her alone, then I managed to say -I'm sorry- and then I fell on the floor.

Then I started to see blurry, the only thing I could hear was Jen crying and telling me to stay with her, no matter how hard I tried to stay awake I just couldn't, my eyes were closing little by little. Was this the end?  Wouldn't I be with Jen and my babies anymore?

Jen's POV
I saw Alex falling on the floor and I come back to my consciousness, I immediately ran towards him and tried to keep him awake as long as I could, I'm crying, I don't want to lose him, I can't lose him, I love him and I want to spend the rest of my life with him.

Jen: Papi stay with me please! Alex! Please hold on, you'll be fine...everything is going to be okay baby...just don't close your eyes...ALEX please...no...no baby don't close your fucking eyes, please...SOMEONE HELP ME!! Alex, please don't live me...don't do this to me papi...

As I was desperately screaming for help I see Tashi and all the kids looking at me and Alex...

Tashi: Jen...what's happening? W-what happened to my dad?

And tears start rolling from her eyes as well as Ella, Max, and Emme...

Tashi's POV
We were waiting for Jen or my dad to come to us when we heard a gunshot and a couple of seconds later we heard Jen screaming.

We run towards the zone where our parents were and I see my dad bleeding on the floor and Jen crying and screaming for help.

I was shocked I couldn't believe what my eyes are seeing, I managed to say something but I just can't do anything, my body isn't even moving, I look at Emme that was holding my hand tight and she was calling an ambulance, I'm still not moving, I'm just standing there staring at everyone...and seeing my dad on the floor bleeding.

Emme's POV
When I heard my mom screaming I got scared and I hold Tashi's hand because she's the best when I'm scared and I need someone. We got to the place where our parents were and we see Alex on the floor and my mom crying and screaming for help. Somehow I immediately react and called an ambulance, I can't believe this is happening, my mom is crying -hard- and Alex is bleeding, I look at Tashi and Ella, tears are rolling from their eyes, they are shocked, Max is also crying, but he is next to my mom, hugging her.

We hate seeing her hurt, she has been through so much, so we are always trying to protect her as much as we can.

Max's POV
I see my mom crying and I can't help but go hug her, she needs us now more than ever, and Alex is unconscious on the floor, I'm scared, I don't know what's going to happen, but I hate this, I hate seeing my whole family suffering. I just want Alex and everyone to be okay.

Ella's POV
I see my dad unconscious, bleeding on the floor, Jen is trying to wake him up and screaming for help, she's also crying, my sisters and Max are crying, we are all crying, we're shocked, I can't believe this is happening, I don't want to lose my dad, I'm really scared, I can't lose him.

16 hours later...

Jen's POV

I was at the hospital the whole time till my mom came and convinced me to go home with her and the kids, I haven't stop thinking about everything that has happened since I broke up with Beau...he's the main reason all of this is happening but I still feel guilty, maybe if I listened to Beau when he first threatened me none of this would have happened.

We decided to go visit Alex, the doctor let only three of us go inside to see Alex so I went with Tashi and Ella. When we got inside Ella went running towards her dad.

Ella: Dad?...daddy wake up, daddy! DAD! please don't leave me and Tashi alone, you can't just leave me...DADDY!

I see Ella trying to wake her dad up and it just breaks my heart, she's hurt of course and I look at Tashi, she's looking at Ella and Alex and has tears in her eyes, I go to her and hug her tight.

Tashi: I-I don't understand Jen...why? why somebody will hurt my dad?...

Jen: I don't think it was your dad the person that guy wanted to hurt...

Tashi hugged me, even more, tighter, she understands what's happening because she's a little bit older than Ella, Max, and Emme, I can't deal with all my babies suffering, they are all so sad and scared and I don't know what to do because I feel that way too.

After the girls talking and spending some time with their dad I ask them if they can leave so I can have some time alone with Alex.

Jen: Hi baby...I don't know if you can listen to me or not...well I don't think you can, your unconscious -I giggle a little bit- we'll get through this, you are a tough guy...I'm so sorry all of this happened, I should have been the one getting hurt not you, Beau wants to hurt ME not you baby...and I know you wanted to protect me, but I just can't stand the idea of you being hurt or even worst...

I'm crying, even if I tried not to, but I just can't hold my tears anymore. After a couple of minutes of crying and crying, I fell asleep.

Alex's POV
I slowly start waking up, first, I start moving my fingers and I feel a warm hand holding my hand, then I finally open my eyes and I see Jennifer lying next to me, she's holding my hand and has her head on my shoulder, she's sleeping...she's so cute and gorgeous, she looks like a little angel when she's asleep.

I squeeze her hand softly and she immediately wakes up. And opens her eyes widely and hugs me tight forgetting my chest still hurts after the surgery.

Jen: Papi? OMG, YOU'RE AWAKE!

Alex: Hi gorgeous. Baby, I love when you hug me but my chest really hurts...

Jen: Ups, sorry haha. I'm so happy that you're finally awake...I love you so much baby, I'm so sorry this happened, it should have been me-

I cut her off.

Alex: No, it shouldn't have been you, baby, I'm going to protect you from that psycho no matter what, I don't care if he tries to kill me again, I will always protect you. And I don't want you to feel guilty for any of this because is not your fault. And I don't care what happens, I will always love you and I always will be by your side, Jen.

Jen's POV
As he said that I remember something that happened a couple of days ago... I'm pregnant. I totally forgot about it with everything that happened. Well, yesterday the results were supposed to be ready...

Jen: Papi, there's something you should know...

Alex: What? What is it? Is everything okay?

Jen: I'm pregnant

Alex: Omg! Wait-shouldn't that be great? You look worried

Jen: I'm 4 weeks pregnant, and the first incident with Beau happened like 4 weeks ago or so...

Alex: Is it mine?

Jen: I had to pick up the results yesterday but then all of this happened and I forgot.

Alex: Look; no matter who's the baby's father I'll be there, don't worry. Go get the results so we can be sure about what is happening.

I take a deep breath and go get the results...