I used to think,
Family loved you always, without a blink.
I was wrong,
Realized the truth, not after long.
Could never be right,
Cuz every time I tried, it led to a fight.
Never spoke,
And every time I did, all it did was provoke.
And it hurt,
So I learned over time, how never to let myself blurt.
I had so many voices inside my head,
Kept them in and never let my tears shed.
How could anyone ever understand me?
That one thought was enough to make me flee.
I realized this when I was in my prime,
And it made me stop sharing over time.
I don't know if I'm right or I'm wrong,
Stopped trying to figure it out long time gone.
I don't know if I'm weak or I'm strong,
But that's a thought I let pass with a yawn.
It's too hard to fight everyday,
Inside or outside, never an easier day.
But when life makes it tough,
I try and call it's bluff.
And each time I do, all it does is get worse,
And when I'm left with no option, all I do is curse.
So I live each day with thoughts in my head,
And rather than speaking, suppress them instead.
I close my eyes and push the thoughts away,
As I let a fake smile make it's way.
It never gets easier and I know it won't,
But it's my choice so blame I don't.
And each day I do the only thing I can do,
I live life and try to love it too.
-Outspoken Fears
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Outspoken Fears
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