Idk after seeing my ex again, I guess I changed my mind...? He said was probably gonna dump his girlfriend....
In the car (same car that we used when I first told him I liked him!) we were playing TRUTH (no dare and it was just me, kaleb, and thomas, my brother...) thomas asked both of us have we ever have been kissed/ kissed anyone. We both said no... #foreveralone...💔 The only reason my mom said I can't date him is coz he is "like a brother" to me since when I moved I was BFFS with him, and dating my "brother" would be weird... 😒 and kaleb has been checking me out...? 😳 he's been hanging out with me more than my brother! And to think, all I did was whisper "you wanna date me?" ☺️my first date with him: Dragon Ball Z BATTLE OF THE GODS convention... Yet he still dumped me for a *excuse my French* prick girlfriend.
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️Logan and me right now: pretty much hopeless. He is still checking me out but he still declined ever texting me, which is making me confused. I think he's EMBARRASSED TO LIKE ME! Everybody likes me 😞 ---except for my stupid haters--- I wish I could have more to say about him, but I barely know the guyWho would be a better person to date? Kaleb (my ex) or Logan (the one who is embarrassed to like me)??? PSYCHOLOGY FACT! If you've liked a person for more than 4 months, you are in love with them! (2) IF YOU GOT A PERSON THAT YOU JUST CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT, CHANCES ARE THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU TOO!!!!!!!! Logan, Kaleb and Matthew? (Idk why but I think of him a lot... 😣 ... We had it good...) I think matthew is thinking about me coz I'm not at that school anymore, and MAYBE he misses me...? Or maybe I'm thinking of him because I'm listening to Avril Lavigne...? Who knows.
Tips, please. Who's better? Kaleb( the bff not embarrassed to like me guy)or Logan(the REALLY hot guy that has a crush on me but is embarrassed to like me guy)??????? I need advice! Kaleb lives a couple towns away and ️Logan lives in my neighborhood. Kaleb is my brother's (and my) bff and sorta likes me, and Logan is super cute and a ...friend... and likes me. I can't get either out of my head--- like earworms like the Nyan Cat song or THIS SONG IM LISTENING TO! (Don't judge, we are done by madden brothers) #loveisconfusing (as f*ck)
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