Such thing as a Happy Ever After?

Impossible

I have been having a lot of time on my hands so here is the new chapter. Enjoy :)

Meredith's POV:

            It's been two weeks since i've seen Cormac. It was my first day back at the hospital. I start to walk into the Attending's lounge to put my belongings in my locker and put my scrubs on. The mark on my face already faded along with the bruise on my nose. I hear footsteps come in but i thought nothing of it. Until i start to walk out and see Cormac. I just stood their not knowing what to do. " Meredith" Cormac said. " Hi" i say. " Look i need to talk to you" he starts before i cut him off. " No I uhh gotta go Okay." i say not waiting for him to reply. I just walk out and leave him their. 

The day went by pretty slow but it was okay. I go to the attendings lounge to go home. And of course cormac is in their. I had an okay day but im tired and i just want to go home. " Meredith we need to talk." he says while i walk and change into my normal clothes. I walk up to him and just look at him. " Cormac you hit me." i state. " I know meredith and i'm very sorry." he says very ashamed. " Look you hit me and called me a whore maybe it was a sign." i say. " What" he says confused. " Maybe this happened because its a way for the universe to tell us we dont belong." i say. " You're saying that me hitting you is a way for the universe to tell us that we aren't meant to be? You do realize how crazy that sounds." he says clearly upset.

Cormac's POV:

           I can't believe what im hearing. " Im saying that WE DON'T WORK CORMAC, SOMETHING IS ALWAYS IN THE WAY!" she yells at me. " LOOK JUST BECAUSE ONE THING HAPPENED DOESN'T MEAN WE AREN'T MEANT TO BE!" i yell back. " NOT ONLY DID YOU HIT ME, YOU ALSO SAID THINGS ABOUT MY HUSBAND AND FIANCE, I WOULD'VE NEVER SAID THOSE THINGS TO YOU EVEN IF I WAS DRUNK. YOU WANTED TO HURT ME AND YOU DID CORMAC SO JUST STOP." she yells at me. I have fire going through me and i walk towards her and she backs away and i look in her eyes and needed to ask a question i'm not even sure i want to hear the answer to. " Are you afraid of me?" i ask a little bit hesitant. I look in her eyes as they started to tear up and i got my answer. " Wow" i say. She just walked out and i stood their. My heart just broke not only because she's afraid of me but because i never wanted her to ever fear me. I should be the guy to make her feel safest with and i'm not. I just stood their and cried. Finally i pulled myself together and went home. I hoped this would be impossible but it wasn't.

Meredith's POV:

            I walked out of their and went to my car. I sat their and he was right i am afraid of him. I don't want to be but i am. I hate myself for that but i was. I just started hitting my steering wheel and cried. I can feel myself slipping away from him and i don't want to but i am. The scars run to deep for me to be able to repair. I just cried. I hoped this would be impossible. I'm falling out of love with him. I feel like we both betrayed each other. I just cried their not knowing what to do. We both got hurt in the process. I love him but i feel as if it's fading. Our spark is fading. So what's the point of any this anymore? Maybe their is no Such thing as a happy ever after.

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