Such thing as a Happy Ever After?

Happier

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Meredith's POV:

               It's been a year now since i have worked at grey sloan and im happy. Not as happy but happy. I am working at North Pac now with Alex and i haven't seen Cormac since the night we argued in the lounge. I've only texted him once telling him goodbye and then i blocked him. I am now dating a guy named Josh and things have been pretty great. " Hey mer." i hear someone say as i was at the nurses station and see Josh come up and kiss me on the cheek. " Hey, you" i tell him and kiss him on the lips. " Sorry i have to go my patient needs me." i tell him and walk away.

It's been a long day and i really needed a drink. I texted Josh to meet me at Joe's so we can have a date and so i can stay at his place tonight. Josh has never met my kids and i don't want him to yet until we become more serious. I then see him walk through the door and he comes up to me and orders us both tequila and bourbon. We both sit at the stool and we talk for a good few hours until i saw someone in the corner of my eye. There was cormac looking right at me. Then josh leaned in for a kiss. I kissed him but it broke my heart knowing that Cormac seen it. I didn't want him to find out this way. " Hey, can we go to your place? Im getting tired." i tell josh. " Okay let's go" he says and gives Joe our tab. We start to walk out and as i'm walking out i look at Cormac and mouth " Im sorry" to him and we leave. I can't deny it. I was always happier with him. 

Cormac's POV:

            Its been a year since i've seen Meredith. And it has been hell. I go to work and then i normally go straight home. But today i decided to go get a drink at joe's before i go home. I walk in and go to a table sitting. I look forward and to my surprise i see Meredith. I look at her shocked, i haven't seen her in a year. I see her talking to a guy and she laughs at something he says. Her laugh is so beautiful and i'm happy that someone is making her laugh. I then see her looking at me and she looked at me almost like she was guilty. Until i see her and the random guy kiss. That broke my heart all over again. I see him pay their tabs and start to walk out. I see her mouth " Im sorry" while she walks to the door. Honestly it hurts seeing her with someone else that isn't me but this was my doing. I hit her, I destroyed everything, that was me. I can't blame her when i did this and she looked so much happier without me. That's all i ever wanted for her was to be happy. Even though i was happier with her.

A/N: I feel like this chapter was crap but whatever. Let me know what you think. :)