Such thing as a Happy Ever After?

Let her go

You guys wanted my to keep going and honestly I got nothing better to do than write. :)

Cormac's POV:

          It's been six months since Meredith told me we couldn't be together.  Honestly I'm still in love with her and I think I always will be. We have been friends ever since and we act like nothing happened, but we still feel the tension but choose not to talk about it. It was time for lunch and I went to the cafeteria to see Meredith has a seat for me and food. I walk over and sit next to her. " Hey, I haven't seen you all day where you've been?" I question. " Oh, um I had a surgery." she says. " I didn't see it on your schedule." I say regretting my choice of words. " You check my schedule?" she questions. " Um yea I always do." I say looking in her eyes. We both lean in closer until Meredith pulls away. She then leaves the cafeteria. I ran after her looking for her until I found her in an on call room. 

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Meredith's POV:

            He just had to do that. He should know by now that I can't be with him no matter how much I want too. I can't do that to Andrew. I pace around the room until I hear someone come in. I turn around and see Cormac standing their he turns around and lock the door. " What are you doing?" I ask confused. " We have been avoiding this too long Meredith and you know it." he says while walking over and sitting on one of the beds. I walk over and sit next to him. I look in his eyes and I find the courage to say " We can't Cormac and you know that." " I know Meredith you made that perfectly clear." he says with a hint of sadness that he's trying not to show. I start to cry and he notices. " Hey what's wrong?" he asks worried. " I just wish it didn't have to be this way." I say. I look into his eyes and kiss him.

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Cormac's POV:

            Meredith is kissing me and I'm letting her. I never want this moment to end, it just feels so right but it has too. " Hey Meredith stop." I say pulling her off of me. " I want this Cormac we both know we can't be together just let me have this, let US have this." she says hopeful. " Meredith I have a girlfriend, we can't." I say. She looks at me shocked and hurt and honestly it's breaking my heart seeing her like this. I have to let her go. " I'm sorry Cormac" she says getting up. " it's okay." I tell her. She gets up and walks out. I just sit here and cry it has to be this way. I love her I do but it's for the best, for us, for HER. I have to make sure were apart, I can't have her hating me for Andrew. it's for the best I think to myself. It has to be.

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