Broken Souls

New dynamic

Pov Shay

Sitting on my bed staring at hope trying to find the right words to explain everything I need to, "so I really wanna try with you but I would be remiced if I didnt point out that we have five months together before I go back to london I dont know how it would work long distance" hope laughed at me I'm confused and I little hurt maybe it was all words that hope said maybe she doesn't want anything with me, "okay I can see that maybe we are not on the same page sorry forget I said anything" I try to stand up to leave when hope pulls something out of her bag and sighs "Sorry for laughing I didnt mean it like that but after I show you this you will see why I laughed but promise it wont go further than this room it's not being announced until after the world cup" I nod as she hands over the paper, after I read it slack jaw as I look between hope and the paper "I wont say anything but when did you sign a contract for Arsenal" she smiles at me "I signed 2months ago your keeper is leaving and I needed to move from my past so when they rang I jumped at the offer but only my manager and both coaches know and GM's know but it's like a big secret" I nod "dont worry i dont know anything about it, so now that Geography isn't an issue what would you like to do I know how I feel but I need to know where you stand" hope puts her arms around my waist and pulls me closer until i feel her breath on my ear "I'm all in what do you say" as i pull hope even closer to my so our bodies are flushed together I push a light kiss to her ear "I'm deffo all into" after we have a little makeout session we head off to recovery before lunch.

Pov hope

After lunch everyone decides to split up into groups to explore or do some shopping, I go shopping with Carli,Ali,Alex,Christen and kelley while Shay,Tobin and Ash go skateboarding at a skate park they found here I know Carli will wanna bring up what happened between shay and I but hopefully she she wont do it in front of everyone because I'm not sure how shay will feel about our team knowing I'm not even sure how I feel about them knowing because of my crazy ex I know shay isn't anything like him but it's still gonna take awhile to fully trust that she really is all in with me and isn't gonna mess me around I know that she is worth the risk of heartbreak though she is one of the kindest souls I've known which given her past Is surprising okay I'm just gonna text her and find out how she feels about the team known "Hey babe hope your all having fun and not getting in to much trouble I just wanna know how you feel about the team knowing we are together" I wait nervously with my phone in hand I see the bubbles going so I know she is writing back "When I said I was all in I meant it so if you wanna tell the team I'm more than down with that" I smile at her reply as Carli clears her throat I look over at her and smile knowing she is gonna talk about Shay "So who you texting anyone special" I laugh at her not so subtle way of talking about shay and notice my friend group all listening I laugh at them all before I shock all of them "My girlfriend if you must know" Carli raises an eyebrow "is this girlfriend the one you slept with" I laugh at that well she hasn't said her name I thought she would have i guess it's now or never once I make sure everyone is listen I reply which makes everyone I'm with stop walking dead in there tracks and stare at me slack jaw "yes Carlos I'm talking about Shay" once they have gathered them selfs they all shout "WHAT" before kelley being her usual pain in the ass gets my glare "well damm hopey you got great taste" this earns her a slap on the head from Alex and Christen and a pointed look from Me Carli and Ali at that she holds her hands up in surrender before Carli speaks "well Kels does have a point she is hot" I laugh at that as Carli doesn't normally have an opinion on who looks hot or not "but with that being said I'm proud of you for actually having the guts to have that conversation and not be hope about it and run away "hey carlos I didnt run away I wanted to talk to my best friend it wasnt my fault she was still asleep when I left" at that everyone gives me that I call bullshit look as Ali and Kelley before respond "mmm" I smile trying to prove my innocence to no avail "So tell us how it happened and when you slept together" Ali says with all but Carli nodding in agreement, so I proceed to tell them everything from sleeping together my talk with Carli and Becky to our conversation about being together leaving only my move to england out "well damm I didnt know you had it In you to walk around naked and make a pass at anyone hope" Alex says laugh at my boldness "yeah I didnt even mean to Shay wasnt in the room I walked out the bathroom to get changed and happen to drop my towel 5 seconds as she come in the room I saw the effect I was having on her by the way she was eye fucking me so I decided why not shoot my shot it worked out in the end" the girls laugh as we wonder around the shops to look for stuff to buy i find a nice watch I think Shay would love so I grab it for her then we end up in the sports shop so we all decided to grab more Cleats and get them customized after 3 to 4 hours of shopping and hands full of bags we make it back to the hotel we all go to our own rooms when I get back I see that shay isn't back yet so I put my stuff in the closet then head to the shower