to all the boys i've loved before | stray kids

// 4 //

you choose

「 go to school and speak with hyunjin 」

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" what do you think ?"

i looked up at minho while he offered his hand to me .

as i was about to reached his hand out , an image of yesuh flashed inside my head.

i pulled back my hand which lead to minho tilting his head in confusion.

" sorry minho . i would love to , but perhaps next time . i can't miss my classes "

minho just put on a small smile .

" sure , next time then . you promised "

" want me to walk you to school ?" he continued .

i frowned .

" i'm not a kid . i can go to school on my own "

" yeah but i was afraid you might throw a tantrum and cry on the street again "

shit . that was embarassing . i must've lost my mind just now .

i just ignored his words as i jumped down the swings .

" thank you minho . you're a great company "

he shrugged .

" i'm not but i could be one for you "

as i heard that, my stomach did a fling .

my face heated and i started to cough to cover up the shade of pink that could barely be seen on my face .

" see you "

" bye "

we both put on a small smile for each other as i turned around and stepped towards school .

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as soon as i reached the school's gate, i started to feel anxious. i felt as if all of their eyes were on me, or it really was . i was afraid about how they were looking at me from head to toe while whispering to each other .

my throat felt stuffed and for a second, i couldn't find myself breathing properly .

" yebin? "

i turned around and was glad to meet the face that was once became my solace .

" are you okay? you didn't move a step and you were just standing here for a while so i thought i could come and greet you "

suddenly, all of the voices and thoughts just faded away . the warmth from felix's hand that as he grabbed mine calmed me down, as much as it did before .

" i'm fine, lix "

" well, your pale face definitely didn't look so . do you need to go to infirmary? "

i shook my head fast .

" i truly fine, felix . just a bit cold, but i'm more than good "

felix hummed .

" well, if you said so . do you wanna hold hands? it could make you less cold you know "