to all the boys i've loved before | stray kids

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the fourth letter is for seo changbin .

the boy who lived next door .

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there's a boy who lived next door . i admit that he's cute but he was a jerk .

he never acted nice towards me and always gave me a cold shoulder .

how cold could he be you asked ?

"changbinnie !! are you home ?!"

"go away ! changbin doesn't accept fag as a guest"

that's actually when he's in a good mood .

"binnie !! kino has gone to school . can i walk together with you ?"

" hell no ! piggie like you could ruin my reputation . "

this was still okay .

"chang-"

"eww cooties !!"

it wasn't even at his worst .

"hey pig ! i'm warning you . don't come to my house tomorrow . pigs aren't allowed to go to birthday party . plus some who give cooties like you ."

ugh .

but sometimes , he's a very nice guy .

he always throw out food through my window when i was sulking and didn't eat dinner .

kino always told him when it happened . that idiot .

his messages is always the same .

"eat, you pig ."

and there were times when my insecures towards yesuh came , he would comforted me .

" being a pig is fine . why do you have to be so sad about it ? pig is a very healthy and happy animal . i bet yesuh would want to be a pig too . "

well , that wasn't exactly a comfort but he did make me feel better .

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one day , he acted like a man .

"changbin ! can you walk yebin home ?"

changbin whined .

"why me ?!"

"dude , you're our neighbour ."

"you little-"

"oh come on , you know my father will kill me if he know i let yebin walked alone ."

"fine ."

"thanks dude . i know you liked it ."

"what the fu-"

"ops gotta go . soccer calling"

changbin sighed and walked slowly to yesuh's class .

"hello . is yebin here ?"