A Mortal Instrument Fanfic

Wakeing up

Clary

My mind was spinning. I was awake but I couldn’t open my eyes. I could hear people talk but I couldn’t hear what they were saying. My brothers voice was attached to my mind “You did this!” I killed them. I know I did, so how was it fair for me to live? How could I expect things to feel right? I had just wanted to end the pain. To be with my children. Not to suffer in total blackness with my husband´s voice in my head. I felt the darkness consumed me and another dream took its place

Valentine was standing right in front of Jace. With the sword of a true leader in hand. He pointed the sword to Jace´s chest and drove it through. Jace fell to his knee and pulled out the sword from his chest. He locked eyes with Clary´s terrified ones. Silent tears made their way down her cheek as she saw Jace fell to the ground. His golden eyes now dull and dark. Clary was too shocked to even move. The agony she felt when she saw her loved one die once again was dreadful. She sat still at the floor while all the blood leaved her face and just starred at Jace´s still body. Valentine sunk to his knee and cradled Jace body in his lap. He rocked his body slowly. Suddenly he laid Jace still body on the ground and stood up and walked back to Jonathan.

Jonathan and Valentine stood side by side at an altar.  Before them Clary could see an angel raised from the ground. The angel was oddly familiar.

She could see Valentine talking to the beautiful angel but she couldn’t hear what they were saying. Her thoughts were with Jace. That she had waste so many years away from him only to find out that he should die in front of her. Again

When Clary looked back at the angel Sebastian was holding him down while the angel screamed in agony. She saw Valentine holding a pair of white and golden wings and a screamed come from Clary´s throat.

Valentine and Sebastian let the angel go who was fast gone. they turned their attention to Clary who was sobbing on the ground. Sebastian leaved their father side to pull her up. he turned her head so she was looking at Jace

“This is your entire fault” he said dead seriously and he slapped her hard on the cheek. If he hasn’t been holding her she would have fallen to the floor. She closed her eyes but opened them as soon as she felt something tightened around her wrist. She was tied up against the wall. Sebastian let go of her only to begin to unbutton her shirt. She was turned towards the wall and could only she the grey stone wall. Suddenly there was a lash and a terrible pain on her back. She screamed out in agony but the lashes kept coming. After what felt like hours she had collapsed to the ground, the only thing that was holding her up was the rope around her wrists. The lashed had stopped coming.

“This is all your fault, sister dear” Sebastian said

Clary woke with a scream. Her tears had wet her cheeks and pillows. Suddenly there was someone beside her. Holding her close and whispered soothing things to her. She couldn´t understand the words but when she locked eyes with the person who held her she saw pure gold.

“Jace!” she screamed as she sneaked her arms around his neck and hold on for dear life. His eyes were careful, sad and tired

“Why Clary? Why did you do it?”

“Do what?”

“Tried to leave me again..” there was a pain in his voice and Clary pulled back to look at him. a single tear fell down his cheeks

“I was worried sick!” he said in a harsh voice and Clary flinched away. Memories of every time Jonathan had hit her was flooding back.

“I just… don´t want… the pain” she stuttered out as her tears fell again

“I understand that… but you can´t leave me…”

“Why not?!” she screamed at him “You could obviously leave me. Twice!”