Guard Up (Lisa POV)

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Appearantly I was mistaken someone as a tutor. She's actually one of the student here. And whatever that I thought earlier was right. She's literally clearing things up and introducing herself to me. So she is the first student that I'm interacting with. Judging from the way she handled things here. I can tell she's a smart student and a sweetheart of everyone. I'm not gonna lied, She's a whole package. She has a charm that could attract everyone. And the way she speak was so calm and clear. I'm actually feeling nervous. I never talk to someone as beautiful as her. This is my first experience ever. So I was kinda panicking and insecure. I just hope she won't hear my heart thumping so hard. 

I'm currently sitting on the couch waiting for Ms. Clarice to arrived. As much as I wan't to avoid from looking at that girl. I was failed. My eyes were betraying me. I saw her repeatedly going up and down on the ladder to put some stuff in the rack. To be honest, its bothering me. Since I'm a selfless person so I can't stand watching her doing it all alone. I think it won't cause any harm if I just want to help. Its not like we will instantly getting closed after this, right? So I decided to help her. I left my beg and form on the couch while carefully heading to that girl. Whats her name again?  Jennie? I hope I got it right. I still having a hard time trying to adjust myself here. And I realised I'm so damn awkward to everyone. 

A moment later, I grab a stack of documents on the table and hand it to jennie. She seems surprised by my action. Am I doing this right? Should I say something? I was puzzled. All of these seems so new to me. Eventually I end up being a stiff freak. At some point, I think its better that way. I mean I don't came here to draw anyone's attention. So its the best to stay low profile.

But then she started to break the silence as she was busy organizing some stuff on the rack. "So lisa, where do you live?". For a moment I was thinking should I tell her the truth. I try to filter my answer, cause I want to keep my information private. "Just somewhere" and she didn't seems to buy it. I keep handing her some stuff on the table as we have a conversation. "somewhere? Near?  Far?" she tried to get more information. She has this charming gummy smile, I find it annoyingly cute. I shouldn't fall for it. "Hmm quite far" yet again I put a subtle respond. I think its better if she feel a little irritated to my answer cause I don't want her to get fond to me. 

Once everything is done, she started to step down from the ladder. Suddenly a middle age woman appeared getting into the room looking out of breath. I assumed she must be Ms. Clarice. "Jennie I'm sorry for leaving you alone. Have you find it?" I saw jennie flaunting her signature smile before she answered. "Yes Ms. Its right here" as she hand a paper to her. "Thank god!  Thank you jennie I owe you a lot!" it didn't take long for the tutor to realised with my presence.  "And who are you?" she had this puzzled expression on her face. One of her eyebrow raising up as she slide down her glass on her nose. Since I'm a stiff freak so it took me quite a while to catch up with the moments. Jennie was fast enough to answer for me. "She's a new student Ms. She's here to submit a form" her eyes going back and forth from me to Ms. Clarice. 

"Ohh I see. Jennie I'm sorry for bugging your time. You may dismiss darling.  Thanks a lot" she smiled to jennie. She seems to be so grateful by her student's help. A moment later jennie walk past me getting her stuff on the coffee table near to the sofa. "So can I see your form?" Ms. Clarice asked me. Immediately I went back to the sofa near to jennie. I grab all of my stuff and as I turned around, jennie is ready to leave. And appearently she's watching me. "I'll see you around" she told while showing a smile. But I just nodded as a feedback.

I spend around 20 minutes in Ms. Clarice office. She took some time to explain to me regarding school activities, rules and regulations and some other important things that I need to keep in mind. Finally, I got a chance to be a college student. Honestly this is something that I really want to experience. As much as I want to explore everything, but I couldn't. I need to keep my guard up and protect my secret.

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