Intersex (Completed)

Uncovered (Lisa POV)

Her soft lips gently touches mine as both of her hands holding my face. I can feel her lips moving slow and it felt so moist and smooth. This is the second time she put an effort to kiss me. Yet again I'm losing control over myself. All of sudden I'm levitating and my mind just full of curiousity. I'm becoming eager wanted to explore more of her lips. Its fascinating, our lips just perfectly moving in sync as we took a chance to taste each other. Eventually without realising I was following her lead. She started to deepen our kiss and I can feel her tongue swirling inside of my mouth. It was so steamy and wet that once in a while I heard her moaning in between of our kiss. Her breathe just brushing on mine whenever we broke the kiss that usually last in mili second. I got carried away. I'm losing control of myself. Her kissing skills always amazed me. I'm actually aroused soon she begin to get rough as she tried to pull my collar shirt. She wants more of me. But soon as I felt my crotch swelling in my jeans, I come back to the reality. Hastily I let her go and get up from the couch. I took few steps back feeling frustrated. I'm confused. How should I explain it to her.

"Jennie I'm sorry, I can't.." I'm actually in a verge of crying. My voice just came out shaky as I said that words. Suddenly I felt weak. As much as I want all of her. But I know, I just can't. I'm afraid she will be disappointed if she know the truth. I'm not even sure whether I should let her know. My rejection actually made her puzzled and confused. "Lisa what is it?" she asked looking worried. Sadness was clearly evident on her face. It hurts me inside. I just keep my mouth shut. I don't know what to say. I'm hesitating. "Lisa you know we both want it, what is it that bothering you?" she continued looking concerned as she still sit on the sofa. "Jennie, I'm not.. A perfect girl that you always thought" I said weakly. I'm not strong. I felt like I'm out of breath. "Lisa. For once. You need to trust me. All this time I always keep our secret safe, never once I broke it" she reponded trying to persuade me to speak up. I was still hesitating. What will she think if she know the real me? Is she gonna stay? I was in deep thought. "Lisa.." softly she called interupting me from my busy thought. "Please.. " she continued begging. Her voice came out almost whispering. And I can't stand seeing her eyes that almost tearing up.

"I.. I may look like a whole perfect girl to you.." Hesitately I begin to talked as I took off my clothes infront of her. She looks confused by my moves. "But I'm actually not.. Cause I'm an intersex" I continued while opening the button of my jeans and pulled it half down to show her my difference.  I didn't realised my tears were rolling on my cheeks. I started to look at her waiting for her response. She looks shocked. Its scaring me. I know, there's a chance for her to leave. Her reaction actually crushing me inside. Her mouth literally half open and her eyes just growing wide. It as if she couldn't believe it. Maybe I was wrong, but she look quite terrified. I think I made a mistake. "Jennie its okey, you may leave. But I hope for you to keep it as a secret. That's the last thing I request from you" weakly I told, feeling devastated. I started to pull my jeans up and put the buttons in the holes. I felt ashamed to look at her. I guess this is the end of us.

But then, I was misjudging her. All of sudden I can feel a pair of warm hands gently holding my face. I then realised she was standing inches closer infront of me. "I still want you" she whispered as she make an eye contact with me. My wariness were washed away upon hearing her statement. Slowly she kiss me on the lips again and my tears begin to fall on my cheeks as I closed my eyes. I feel safe.