Right after I dismissed from Ms. Clarice office, I was asked to go straight to my lecture room.
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I was standing infront of the door feeling nervous, I feel scared, how will people gonna see me in person. This will be my first class ever in a college. I just hope I won't end up being bullied. I think it will be so much better if they treat me naturally just like other students. A moment later I took a deep breath before I knocked on the door. My presence made everyone surprised. Now everybody in the room having their eyes on me including the lecturer. The atmosphere felt so damn awkward and intense. It was just silence in the room. "Good Morning Mrs. Smith" I greeted trying to ignore the tension. "Good Morning! please get in and take a sit" she told giving an instruction. Thankfully she's smiling atleast it made me feel a little better.
Eventually there is one person that making an effort to sit closed to me. And I learned her name is Jisoo. I find her kinda weird. It seems like she really worshipping a fried chicken. It's strange to see someone that has a picture of fried chicken in their pencil case. Even her keychain has a shape of fried chicken. Or is it natural? I don't have a clue since this is my first time. And yes I believe her religion is fried chicken. "I hope there's a fried chicken in the cafeteria!" she told feeling excited as she clapping her hands. For a second I got stunned. I think that's the reason why she sit alone at the back. Because of her 'unique taste'.
"Okey, since today is the first day of school, we won't have any lesson. But. I want each and everyone of you to introduce yourself infront of the class" Mrs Smith stated. Suddenly my throat just getting dry. I felt nervous. My heart beating so fast upon hearing her statement. Can I handle this. Everything seem so new to me. I was panicking. Soon as it my turn, slowly I begin to walk infront of the class. My legs felt so heavy as I take a steps. Soon as I reached infront of the room, I take a gulp while looking at my classmate. Hesistantly I open my mouth to introduce myself. "um. My name is Lisa, I live somewhere far from here.." I don't know what to say. I was standing stiff as anxious took over my body. "Thats all? What's your hobby or anything about you?" Mrs. Smith trying to persuade me to talk more. Nervous never escape from my body system. "Do you prefer boys or girls?" there's one girl blurted a question that makes everyone laugh. Thank god, Mrs. Smith didn't force me to elaborate more. So I was safe.
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A week after enrolled in a college, I begin to learnt few things. People around here actually seems to be nice. And I'm still with my mission trying to stay lowkey. I mean, ofcourse since my gender will always be a problem to me. Another thing that I notice is, Jennie. From the start I was right. She's Ms. Popular in this school. Other students keep talking about her here and there. And its seems like they're really admiring everything about her. Since I came to this place to stay low, she's the first person that I want to avoid the most. To tell you, as far as for now, everything goes smoothly. Not until she came invading my space again.
"Beautiful isn't it?" Her voice suddenly came in interupting me. I was surprised. Normally I used to spend my break time in library. And sometimes I just walked around in the college area. Today is my unlucky day.
"um yes". I was still in shocked. I try to stay subtle. "I've been there before. Its reallyyyy beautiful! You should give it a try!" she continued. It is indeed beautiful. I'm actually interested to experience the trip. But she is the most charming creature I want to avoid. If she's going then I'm not in. I just give her a subtle smile as a respond. I want to leave but she was stopping me. "So where are you going ?"My god. Just leave me alone. I thought. Don't misunderstood. I don't hate her or anything. I thought She's amazing. She's easygoing~ she's warm~ bright and positive. But I just can't let her coming closer to me. Cause we'll draw so much attention. I think if I say I'm going to study in a library she would let me go. So I started to inform it to her "I'm going to the library to study".
But my mission was a complete messed as I heard her words "oh is it?! great! cause I'm heading to the same place! Lets go!" Damn it.
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RomanceI'm one of those odd species called intersex. People tend to have a different prespective in our existance. Lets just say a split opinion, most take it negetively and little, positivity. In my case, I'm surrounded by 99% of narrow minded society. No...