Intersex (Completed)

Sulky and Mad (Jennie POV)

I was so happy the moment I open my eyes early in the morning. All of sudden I felt giddy and thrilled. Today is the first time after 3 years I saw lisa lying next to me, she's sleeping so peacefully. So adorable like a baby. Last night was so intense and wild. But now its just warm and comfortable. I never felt like this in such a long time. I miss this kind of moments. I'm not gonna lie I'm sore down there but its bareable. A moment later I take a chance to kiss lisa's forehead before I decided to get out of the bed. I'm so straving that my stomach rumbling.

I spend quite a while in a kitchen alone. I want to make a scramble egg and pancakes for us both. But then the moment I turn my body around, I got shocked. The spatula in my hand just drop on the floor as I saw lisa walking so slow as she gave a massage on her own hips. She was heading to the kitchen island looking like a zombie. I was so concerned that without doubt I asked about her condition. But she was all quiet. Maybe she should slow down a little bit last night, she's looks so exhausted. So I made her a peppermint tea that could help ease her muscle. I keep watching her taking a sip of that tea. I didn't realised I was all smiling as I look at her face, something inside me just blooming.

Unfortunately it didn't last long. My heart crushed soon as I heard she said this. "Jennie, I'm sorry about last night. It's a mistake". I'm actually in a brink of crying. I try to control my emotion but I failed. Tears just rolling on my cheeks as I apologized to her about what had happened between us. I never had a chance to confess to her about everything but somehow today I pour out all of my thoughts. She look stunned by my sudden admission. I don't even know what's happening to me. But I just got emotional. Is it because of a change of hormones? A moment later I excusing myself hiding in my bedroom. I'm hurt by her words. If only she knew how much I appreaciate every inch about her. I ended sobbing hard in my bed like a scene in a cinderella.

I was still being sulky as I lay down in bedroom playing with my pillow. I don't want to face lisa yet. I'm disappointed by her statement. But then I heard a sounds of knock on the door. "Jennie, I need to go. I have a class at 1.30. I ordered some foods and I put it on the kitchen island. Please eat okey?" her soft voice can be heard on the other side of the wall. Okey what time is it exactly? Immediately I check on the clock and its already afternoon. I was shocked. My mind actually been busy thinking about whether lisa still feel the same about me. I must have space out for a while.

The moment I came back to my sense,  I get closed to the bedroom door just to eavesdrop. I'm trying to figure out whether lisa is still here. But it seems so quiet out there. Hesitantly I open the door. Just like a thief I check each room in the house silently. Its empty. I assumed she already left. I took a long sighed. Few minutes later I make a step to the kitchen. You don't have any idea how hungry I'm right now. I felt like my stomach has been sucked inward. Soon as I arrived infront of the kitchen island. I saw a small notes with lisa handwrittings. I started to read it in a whisper tone. "I take back what I said this morning. I'm sorry. Last night was wonderful" smile started to creeping on me. I couldn't control myself that my lips just curling upwards. I try to bite my lower lips in attempt of composing myself. But I couldn't help it. I started to jump around feeling content. For a second, I forgot I was hungry.

Its almost evening as I'm sitting in the living area waiting for lisa's arrival. I miss her so much that I'm getting impatient. Soon as I heard the sounds of door clicking I turned around. Yay!  She's here! "Hi! You're back. Welcome home!" excitedly I greeted lisa. But she looks kinda confused. Soon she started to speak. 

"Can we talk?"