Intersex (Completed)

Terrified (Lisa POV)

Its been 3 days we didn't talk. I guess we're both still feel awkward after that kissing incident. Honestly I miss jennie a lot. I couldn't stop thinking about her everyday. I never felt anything like this before so I was kinda having a hard time trying to adjust myself. I'm confused, I'm frustrated, I'm literally puzzled. What on earth is going on with me. My mind is completely a messed. Jennie just keep on appeared in my head. And sometimes I felt suffocate by her absence. I crave for her presence all the time. Though I try to ignore this feelings, but I failed. Do I made a right decision to let her in? Eversince she came, my emotion just so unpredictable. There are times that I couldn't even control myself.

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Just like normal days, every morning everyone will take their time preparing their schedule infront of each respective locker before the class starts. And that includes me. While I was busy putting some books in my bag, I realised one of my notes went missing, so I took my time rummaging my bag trying to find that specific documents. And something just halting me from moving, I heard a familiar voice laughing out loud in the hallway. And I know its belong to jennie. At first I want to ignore it but curiousity just took over my body. So I took a chance to glance at her. My heart crushing soon as I saw her flirting with some other guy. Suddenly I feel upset. Does she forgot about our kiss already? It seems she's not affected at all which makes me feel weak. I guess I'm the only one who's suffering. As much as I want to stop them, but I couldn't. Cause I know, I'm not qualified for someone as perfect as her.

"Lisa?" unexpectedly someone just came in interuting me from looking at jennie's spot. I'm not kidding, I'm all astonished. For a moment, I got distracted. How does she know my name? "Um hi! I'm alice, I'm jisoo's cousin" she continued. I'm just watching her feeling worried. Right from the start, I don't want to be recognize by anybody. "welll... This is jisoo medical leave, she wants you to submit it to Mrs. Smith, and also this notes for you" she added while handing me all the papers. Soon as I look at it, it was actually my missing notes that I search earlier. I must have forgot that I lend it to jisoo the other day. "And she said, don't come to her place unless you bring a bucket of chicken" her sentences made me chuckle. I swear jisoo can be a wide world ambassador of fried chicken. I actually forgot that her cousin is still standing infront of me. My mind was busy imagining jisoo hungrily eating her favourite food. "Do you want me to say anything to her?" she asked which waking me up from my ridiculous imagination. "aa nope. Its fine. Thank you" I answered as I give her a subtle smile. She was smiling shyly to me while playing with her hair. I felt strange.

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It's break time. As usual, I'm in a library reading some books avoiding myself from interacting with some other students. Today I decided to do a research on signs of love. I know its cheesy, but I'm actually trying to figure out what exactly I felt towards jennie. While I was concentrating reading my books, suddenly I heard a strong thud sounds coming from the table which made me almost jump up from my sit. I was literally in shocked and almost having a heart attacked. Soon I try to check on the situation, I saw a stack of thick books on the table and jennie. I was surprised to see her here. She looks pissed as she gave me an intense stares. This is the first time I felt intimidated by her presence. Hastily she drag the chair and sit on the opposite of me. I can hear her heavy breathe as she open the book. She looks all serious.

I just keep my mouth shut trying to stay alert with whatever that's going to come. "I saw you talking to a girl this morning, who is she??" her tone sounds breathy. I try to look at her. I felt terrified. I never see her angry before. "Uh.. Its alice, jisoo's cousin" Carefully I answered her question. My heart thumping so hard. I felt like I was being investigated by a police. "Oh. Really? So what are you guys talking about? It seems like you guys having a lot of fun" she replied still looking so cold. I saw her chest going up and down so quickly. And she also clenching her fist on the table. To be honest she's scaring me. "She just handing me jisoo's medical leave and my notes". I answered in my low tone.

Now it was just silence. The atmostphere felt so intense and dull. Soon she begin to speak again. "I'll go to your place later" I just nodded to her. She begin to stand up and leave me alone in the library. I was having cold sweats on my face. I think I'm in danger.