Intersex (Completed)

Conflict (Lisa POV)

While I was busy massaging my own hips near to the kitchen island, suddenly I saw a hot tea placed on the table right infront of my eyes. Appearantly jennie made it for me. She flaunt a gummy smile as she begin to speak "Here, peppermint tea. It helps relieve a muscle tension". She seems so happy that her expression looks so bright. I then remember about what had happened between us. I took a chance to take a sip of tea before I start to confront her "Jennie, I'm sorry about last night. It's a mistake" and something shifted. I saw jennie looking dejected now. I felt worried. 

"It's not a mistake to me" she said as she force a smile. Her voice sounds so low.  For a moment I got stunned. "The only mistake that I did was letting you go.. Lisa, I'm sorry that I did that to you. I'm sorry that I hurt you. Honestly I regret it so much. I'm actually waiting for you in Australia, I want to chase after you but I don't know how" I was shocked by her confession. For a moment I just sitting there froze. I don't know what to say. I was pancking since I saw tears falling on her cheeks. She looks hurt by my statement. "I'm sorry, maybe I was just being over sensitive. I.. I just going to rest in my room for a while" she continued as she rushly leaving me all alone in the kitchen. I realised I was being rude to her. I know I should have think before I speak. So all this time she's waiting for me? I was in a deep thought. At first, I want to knock on her door, but somehow I felt like I need to give us some time to calm ourselves down. 

It's almost 12pm, and jennie still stuck in her room. I'm bothered. How long she's going to hide herself. She haven't eat anything yet. She literally left her breakfast in the kitchen. I've been walking back and forth infront of her bedroom door feeling curious. I was hesitating. When is the right time for me to talk to her. I really want to clear the tension. I'm actually about to leave, I have class at 1.30. So will it be okey to leave her alone here hanging? I gathered my courage as I knocked on her door. "Jennie, I need to go. I have a class at 1.30. I ordered some foods and I put it on the kitchen island. Please eat okey?" but I only received a silent treatment. I assumed she's mad at me.

I left a small note near to the foods hoping she'll be better soon. I wrote 'I take back what I said this morning. I'm sorry :'( Last night was wonderful' I just hope she will forgive me. With heavy heart I leave my house. Its hard to concentrate while I was in the lecturer room. I mean there are so many questions buzzing in my brain. I felt confused. I've been thinking about the possibility of us getting back together again. At some point I felt annoyed, how am I gonna protect her when I couldn't even be independent on my own? I'm literally being control by my parents. I'm not even sure about our future. I'm lost. I realised I sighed a lot today. More than usual. My mind is in trouble.

I felt like the time ticking so slow today while I was sitting in the lecturer room. I desperately want it to end quick. I want to go back home and discuss with jennie regarding our issues together. I can't keep us hanging. I need to put it to end quick. All of these really give me a headache. To tell you I barely survive in the class. My mind was occupied by jennie. The moment its end, rushly I went to the car and driving back home.

Its 5.30pm as I arrived infront of the house. I took a gulp before I unlock and open the door. I was surprised to see jennie chilling in the living area's couch eating some snacks while watching a comedy movie. She was all smiling as she saw me entering the room. "Hi! You're back. Welcome home!" with a gummy smile she speak. Her voice was in a high pitch.  God if only she knows how much my mind suffering thinking about her condition.

For a moment I was thinking, I should have a deep conversation with her now.