Intersex (Completed)

Such A Sly Girl (Lisa POV)

Lately I was having such a hard time trying to get myself away from jennie.  She has been constantly showing up to me and honestly it worrying me. She didn't know that she's actually trying to ruin my life. I was trying my best to stay invisible to anyone but if she keep on doing this, somebody might recognize my presence here. Sometimes I feel strange, why on earth would she wants to get closed to me. There are many other students that could actually fit in to entertain her more than I do. As far as I know, I didn't really talk to her. I always put my guard up. But she's just so hard to push away. She's so selfish and too positive. I'm scared that I might growing attached to her. So this has to stop.

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And yet today she still approaching me in the library. And as usual she tried to show her effort to have a proper interaction with me. I was surprised as I saw a small hands covering parts of my books. Somehow I didn't feel iritated by her action. I don't know why, I never get mad at her. Its just her presence kinda worrying me inside. Honestly I have a mix feeling about her. I admit she's entertaining but I'm scared that I would growing fond to her. Which I want to avoid the most. 

"Aren't you feel bored doing this all the time?" she put on a very cute smile which brighten my mood inside. But I hide my true emotion cause I don't her to feel like I'm interested with the conversation. "Actually there's one place that is very quiet than a library in this college. Nobody knows" she continued to whispered. For a second I was confused. What place is she taking about? I've been wandering around this college for quite sometimes. None seems to be as calm and quiet as library. Is this like one of her way to get my attention? Suddenly I felt curious. I mean if such place exist I really want to know. It didn't took long for her stand up from her spot while hastily dragging me on my arms. I was shocked. She didn't even wait for my answer or anything. She didn't let me speak. "Come. Lets go! now is the right time". Her voice sounds small but I can tell she's so excited. I let her drag me from my arm down to my wrist. She hold me really tight. She probably thought I would run away.

A moment later we arrived at the stated place. I was astonished. I never been to the college rooftop before. So this place really exist. Its calmer than a library. And the breezy air makes me feel more relax. We both take a sit on the bench while watching the view infront of us. This feels nice. I took a chance to have a moment observing the scenery, soon I heard an unexpected statement coming out of her mouth. 

"Honestly, whenever I felt down. I always go up here to relax my mind". I was surprised. I mean her life seems to be perfect. Why would she felt down? I didn't realised I was staring at her face for a while as if trying to read what's going on in her head. I don't know what got into me, I never asked her a single question every since she bugged me. Not until today. "I wonder why are you always bugging me? I'm boring you know" I mean I need to know since I'm just nobody. 

It took me by surprised as I received a peck on my cheek. Due to that, my heart started to thump so hard. She's the first person that give me a kiss. My cheeks and earlobs felt like burning.  For a second I froze. Why? Later she begin to speak "Lets get along!" she told while flaunting her gummy smile. Seriously why is she so positive? Soon as I get back to my sense I begin to respond.

"I'm sorry, but I'm not interested to associate with someone popular" my statement made her stunned. Suddenly I saw a glint of sadness in her eyes. It actually made me feel bad.  I swear if she's crying I have to say that I'm joking. Thank god the bell was ringing which reminding us the break time is over. Soon we get back to our own respective lecture room without talking. 

Right after the rooftop event, I didn't longer see jennie around. And its been 3 days she's missing out of my sight in the library. I guess she understand with my statement. Though I feel sorry for saying that to her but I need to protect myself. I thought she gave up. 

But no. 

Today she appeared infront of me looking serious. I was surprised. "Don't worry. I'm not here for you. I'm just here reading some stuff" she said showing a flat expression while sitting on the opposite of me. Her eyes were pointing at the book avoiding from making an eye contact with me. Is she learning all of these from me? I begin to ignore her and continued reading my book. But then I heard a sounds coming from jennie. She was turning the book pages continuesly in  a harsh manner. I felt disturb. What is she trying to do. Eventually I managed to let it slide. 

But then on the next day, she did something else. She continuesly clicking on the tip of her pen making the only sounds in a library room. I couldn't concentrate doing my stuff.  I try my best to be lenient to the situation. And I couldn't longer stay patient as I heard her whispering reading the books on the next day.  She has been consistant trying to mess up with me 3 days in row now. And I have feelings that she purposely did this to get my attention. 

The next day I decided to spend my break time on the rooftop. And yes. She appeared. Now I convinced she's trying to annoys me.