Intersex (Completed)

First Kiss (Lisa POV)

I felt uncomfortable soon as jennie read the 5th question on the questionaire. Why does she has to read it out loud. I felt so awkward and almost couldn't breathe. My face felt like burning. How should I react to all of this. "Why you want to skip it? Wait.. Don't tell me you haven't done it yet??" she asked as she squinting her eyes at me waiting for my respond. Honestly I felt irritated. I hold the paper tighter to control myself. I felt embarassed to admit. "you're still a virgin?!" she look surprised as she continued bombarding me a sensitive question. My eyes just wondering from her to the floor.

A moment later she begin to speak again. This time, she sounds calm. "Have you kiss then?" Her feline eyes were crystal clear and dilated as she focusing on me. "I.. Don't" weaky I told her the truth. She look stunned upon hearing it. She probably couldn't believe that a 20 years old human infront of her is still a virgin. Her response makes me feel down a little. I feel ashamed of myself. At some point I wish my life was as perfect as her. Carefree and fun. My gender always been an issue to me. It's bothering me all the time.

As I was about to bow my head down, I can feel a pair of warm hand holding my face. Appearantly jennie is trying to make an eye contact with me. She has this soft look on her face and I was literally hypnotize by her stares. Somehow it calming my crushing soul. Something unexpected happen as she suddenly giving a peck on my lips. At first I was shocked, but the moment her lips touches mine again, slowly I'm melted. Everything seems so fascinating. Her lips felt so moist and soft. I can taste the flavor of strawberry ice cream on hers. Eventually I got carried away. I couldn't stop. Her lips taste so damn good that I just can't get enough of it.

I have to admit she know exactly how to kiss. It amazed me how perfectly her lips dancing on mine. She literally flexing her kissing skills as she played with my lips by sucking and nibbling it. For a moment I was lost. And my mind keep nagging me to kiss her more. I'm completely lost control of myself. A moment later Jennie begin to show me how to do a french kiss. Once in a while, I can feel her breath on my lips as we broke a kiss trying to get some air before we continue to making out again. Now everything felt so intense and steamy. But then, I started to get back to my sense as I can feel jennie's hand caressing my lap near to my private part. Hastily I jump up from the couch breaking our kiss. She look stunned towards my clumsy action. Soon I took few steps back to give us some space.

I realised I was in a dangerous situation. I almost blown my own secret. My breathe was hitching as panic growing inside me. I take a gulp before I speak to her "Um. Jennie I'm sorry. I forgot I got schedule at 3". I was trying to avoid her after the intense session. Thankfully she didn't argue. It was just silence and awkward as she drove me back to the college. Honestly, I couldn't think straight. My mind was messed up.

Eventually the kiss keeps bothering me for the rest of the day. I couldn't sleep at all. I'm growing addicted to her lips. And I know, I'm doomed.