I could only silently sighed as I watch a lot of love letters in my locker. When will this ever stop? Everyone in the hallway just keep their eyes on me, and it makes me feel even worst. I know, there's nothing I could do. I mean I'm holding a position of student council here. So complaining is invalid. Honestly I'm tired being in the middle of attention. And I do well aware that most of them only like me because of my background. Unfortunately this is something that I can't avoid, since I enjoyed being a head of student here so I have to deal with it.
"Jennie, I'm curious, will you ever reply to one of those love letters" Rosè came in standing next to me as she put on a naughty face. "Shut up! I'm won't respond to any of it. Some might get triggered" I replied while lowkey showing my fed up side. I wonder.. if I wasn't a student council or rich or popular, will they ever treat me the same?? I don't think so. So I try not to get too close to them. Cause I know exactly they're intention isn't sincere. Maybe I'm just being negative. But I think its better to keep my circle small. I can't deal with so many dramas.
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Today I'm facing the same thing again. I guess my locker will never be free. And I have feelings that I'm gonna receive a cringeworthy love letters until I graduated. As usual, I try to ignore it by having a conversation with Rosè next to me. But something caught my eyes as I look around at the locker hallway. Accidently I saw that 'lisa girl' not far from where I'm standing.
It strange.
While everyone was competing trying to get my attention, she was just right there doing her stuff, being unbothered. Its actually intriguing. I tried to remember our last interaction and I realised its been 2 weeks. My god?! she didn't even say hi to me in that span of time? Suddenly I felt curious. Like I want to know why she didn't want to talk to me. I mean the least she could do is to make an eye contact. Wait a minute! Why do I feel insecure? I always hope people will treat me like some other normal students. And now she gave me that treatment and I felt triggered. Why am I being complicated to myself. I try to let it slide. I thought I could but I couldn't. I've been thinking about her for the rest of the day.
In the next few days, she still acting as if I wasn't exist. Honestly I felt challenged. No one ever ignored me. Isn't she aware that I'm Ms. Popular here?? I didn't mean to brag, I just hope she would acknowledging my presence for once. I don't even understand with myself, why is this even a problem.
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It's break time. I was walking alone in the hallway after meeting Ms. Clarice. The surrounding seems so quiet. As I made my way to the cafeteria, unexpectedly I saw lisa looking at the notice board alone. I try to check further, and I notice she was actually looking at the camping trip advert. She seems to observe at the scenery of the picture. "Beautiful isn't it?" I told breaking her moments. She look surprised by my appearance. It took few seconds for her to respond. "um yes". Is she always like this? She tend to give a simple answer.
"I've been there before. Its reallyyyy beautiful! You should give it a try!"
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Intersex (Completed)
RomanceI'm one of those odd species called intersex. People tend to have a different prespective in our existance. Lets just say a split opinion, most take it negetively and little, positivity. In my case, I'm surrounded by 99% of narrow minded society. No...
